Re: Ole Nydahl and Diamond Way Buddhism
Date: August 19, 2024 07:26AM
I post this (resignation) letter from my friends behalf to someone who he couldnt find anywhere anymore. He wanted to still put it out there on space somehwere, so here it is:
"Hi Michaela!
I thought to write shortly to you as I saw you were still on DWB in the EC course a while ago. I have decided to go other way than buddhist way for the time being. Im just sick of how DWB is handled by the "ten finger boddhisattva" thru the many feats and pages of internet. This "yidam service" is such oppressing one way that I cannot tolerate it anymore. On top of everything wrong the lineage has treated me with - I dont wish to be apart of it, cos im the ultimate puppet that can be replaced by someones ignorant political or whatever wishfulthinking they are high on. To me all this is more wrong than what christians do, its easy there cos you dont have to be the main man and youre given so much compassion you can simply say "God forgave my sins" and you dont need no further explanation, unlike buddhists, who vouch for logical things etc but then act in very mischievous ways and betray you, fool you. Ive been even banned from the sangha, only cos I was so sick of the "ten finger boddhisattva" action on my screen, for I dont even know who this hacker person who got this skill to punk you at all turns, but Im over it, cos I have decided to go other way - to show you that no man no lineage no religion can own your personality and keep you a hostage with no benefits, no friend, simply nothing. I dont care if its 100million euros there waiting cos these people who were suppoosed to be my friends, they all betrayed me in various ways. Thats unacceptable for me and tells me that things are not okay and these people need to be schooled by me leaving the tibetan buddhist world altogether. This might be a hard dissapointing read, but Ive had enough, enough of the loneliness and being left behind as unusable mentally sick person, but someone your obsession cannot ever end with. I cannot be free in a reincarantion setting anymore, its mental slavery for me. I dont wish tobe the same "identity holder" life-after-life-after-life. But with christians I have many many possibilities that you buddhist people cannot grant me, like forgivness. For them god will wash all your sins away when you just ask him, but in buddhism this is not possible, even with all the hacking information obtained, its just Ole Nydahls political power trip - I canont stand this person who berrayed me on my death bed with his no show antics. Theres so much wrong in tibetan buddhism I dont wish to fix it anymore. I have more of a chance of renewal myself in the christian field, and easier second chance than with buddhists.
I dont have many friends in DWB but I felt like I connected with you, so I feel its my responsiblitiy to inform you with correct non-tibetan buddhist -political way, which tibetan buddhism is = politics. Im over it, and I couldnt be happpier!
I was the Karmapa before, but not anymore. I feel its more regressing for me than progressing. Karma Kagyu / Tibetan Buddhism has become a monster for me one that I cannot change nor defeat, so Ill leave.
Ole Nydahl couldnt even say sorry for me, for him playing me on my death bed, and then I couldnt ask him to take care of my crown. Tibetan buddhist are the most arrogant stiff minded people that I know - they cannot even apologize to you if they have excessively done wrong to you, its just more and more stiff upperlip over and over again.
I wish to be free from "reincarnation jobs", not bound by its enslavement like setting. If id take the position you would try to forever pressure me to keep doing it, so its better I dont come at all to begin with.
Tibetan buddhism wont change its way not even here in the west, but I cam change myself, just not with you. Tibetan buddhism is just mind games over mind games, to the point it feels like the most extreme harashment. So I quit - Im am in no-ones leash and Ill never let people play endless one sides games with my mind, especially when done in a "hacker vs total computer novice" -setting. Thats not buddhism for me anymore
In my eyes DWB has become the "Skynet" from the Terminator movie, that shouls be destroyed. Its not human-to-human -system, but an oppressive computer-to-human -setting, which I cannot support.
I have not found compassion, forgiveness in buddhism, its rather arrogant, cold "its your karma" -type of people. But you I have experienced as one of the more pure hearted beings, so I wanted to tell you this.
Best wishes for you & your group tho!
Take care"