Hi falling_leaves,
I'm delighted you've decided to join us and i will do my best to make you feel welcome.
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hi apollo
thanks for clearing up my misunderstandings about the pm function though I dont know what to say with it.
I'm not sure exactly how the PM works. I thought it was available to all members but someone earlier stated you must make a certain amount of posts before that function becomes available and that may well be the case. Perhaps the moderator can verify that.
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Now that I'm here it feels a bit strange and I don't quite know what Im meant to do or what I want to say, though I do feel a bit uncomfortable with the way apollo inserts the children of god thing after Dave's name, not cause i was close to him or anything, but cause they are notorious for sex abuse stuff and it makes me a bit uncomfortable that people may be associating that behaviour with me too as an exmember. I hope you don't take that personally, though, apollo.
I definitely never was into anything like children of god stuff and I never witnessed or was taught to practice the kind of stuff they did. I just want that to be clear cause I don't like the idea of people thinking of me or other exmembers as some kind of sex wierdos just because we were in the jc's and when someone says somehting about the leader of something I think they automatically think the same thing about the followers. I think that is waht jesus meant when he said that if people called him names then they would call him followers names too. oh wait, is it okay to talk about stuff from the bible here? I've not seen anything like that here so I don't know if it's okay. if it's not okay then I can find some other way to express myself though I think that will probably feel strange for me too. it sure does feel like I feel uncomforable about a lot of things these days.
Anyway I don't tink I have the right to ask apollo to change the things he says but I think it could help to make others more comfortable if they didn't get the idea that people were looking at them like sex weirdos.
I'm more than happy to clear that up for you. Please feel free to ask me anything.
The Children of God reference is aimed specifically towards Dave who is a former member.
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oh by the way, I didn't mean to make it sound like blackhat was doing something bad when she pmd me about brina and apollo cause she also encouraged my right to anonymity too, which i found comforting cause you know how it is when you just dont know who to trust. I hope that doesnt sound paranoid.
I must admit i was disappointed to hear that. I've always been very honest on here. Perhaps Blackhat can clear that up for us.
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I kind of laughed when blackhat was asking apollo about him counting posts and stuff cause it made me wonder what if she things apollo is really dave! He likes to do a lot of that counting stuff and anylising stuff! maybe blackhat is suspicious of you being dave, apollo!!!
Well i've already been accused of being Brian and Craig so why not Dave, Ha! LOL
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dang I started off by saying I didn't kow what to say and now Ive said a lot. felt kind of good. thanks for listening.
You're welcome. :-)