Quite a lot seems to have happened since I last posted.
S30, welcome to the forum! There is some very interesting detail in your comments, including things like a leader encouraging your mum to divorce your dad in front of you. As well as most likely being terrible advice, speaking openly about something like that, especially in front of a teenager, is in itself is abusive. How on earth can that be a wise thing to do?
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James Chapter 3
17 But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. 18 Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness.
You also ask if anyone else found it hard to go to another church. I have heard from a number of ex-Struthers folk over the years, either directly or through things like this forum. One thing I have observed is that most who have previously experienced other churches manage to settle somewhere else. Most who have only ever experienced Struthers struggle to do this. Not all of course, but it seems to me that there is a bit of a pattern there.
That makes me wonder what we might be able to do to help those with little other church experience.
I do not have an easy answer to that, but it is one of the reasons I go a bit theological on this forum at times, as I think it may be helpful to see some thinking about the Christian faith from people who have experienced Struthers and “
the hell that is the aftermath of attending Struthers Memorial Church” as Rainbow so succinctly puts it.
And, while I am quoting Rainbow, I 100% agree with the comment, “
Please. If you are reading this and still go…. Just consider what is being said. We actually care and are trying to help by sharing our stories.”
As I read though the many, many comments and testimonies on this site, I see that as the single most consistent theme – care for others.
In fact, I hadn’t meant to make this link, but the posts here are largely in accordance with the Bible verse above about wisdom. It is pretty clear that the same cannot be said about much of the practice in Struthers though, as these practices do not meet the above criteria and the leaders do not show Biblical wisdom.
One final thought re settling into other churches is that there are a lot of good resources online that can help you understand the consensus evangelical view (if that is what you are looking for). At the moment, my go-to is anything by Tim Keller, but I am sure there are other useful sources as well. Listening to some sound teaching can help separate out Struthers doctrine (some of which is fairly mainstream) and their practice (some of which is fairly abusive).
Rensil, I do not often disagree with you, but I am not sure that they teach, “God must come first, Struthers church is second and then your marriage/family comes third (or last).” (see p168). I think there is plenty of evidence that they teach, “Struthers church must come first and how you relate to God is secondary and must be subject to our teaching.” To link back to the previous point, that is EXACTLY why people find it difficult to settle into other churches when they leave Struthers. If the Struthers leaders were really teaching people to put God first, people who left would not have this problem settling into another church. How could that be a problem if they were already in the habit of putting God first and (in accordance with scripture) judging what was said? It is because they are so used to having a leader interpret scripture on their behalf that it becomes so difficult.
FalkirkBairn, welcome to the forum! It is unfortunately all too common for folk to feel they are the only one that feels the way they do – one of the great things this forum does is clearly demonstrate to people that they are not alone in their experience. I look forward to hearing more of your story if and when you feel able to share it but, even if you don’t - welcome, and you are not alone!
Lots more I could comment on, but will leave most of it for now. I cannot really leave the stuff about “deliverance” though, that is just to big and too horrific. Will add another post about that.