I watched chris butler video lecture number #1 from the above link (here again)
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www.indiadivine.org]
It is seriously creepy,
Words cannot describe.
It is all about him being the representitive of god, giving your life to him.
It is SOOOOOOOO F****'n DISGUSTING!
Seriously, I watch any of those videos, and it is not cool for a second.
ABSOLUTELY nothing he says is of ANY value, it is all so SICK and TWISTED.
It makes me so sick, I cannot believe my parents have anything to do with this true piece of human waste.
It is seriously F****D, EVERYONE who follows is in COMPLETE obedience to the most poisonous, destuctive B.S..
It is not cool, and it is not over.
This Maggot Chris Butler's dictates were completely placed on me from the f*****g moment I was born. I was told it was all true and everything this man says is as pure as god. I was born to worship this f******g disgraceful piece of ----.
Every single word from every single one of those videos is the complete and direct opposite of our true nature. I am free now. I know very clearly what is natural, what is pure and what is real.
To my Parents and all the other sick minds that are involved in this and feel compelled to produce offspring with the sole motivation of them being completely assimilated into this...
It is a copout, a disgusting copout, and you know it. You can fool yourself all you want into believing that enslaving yourself, indoctrinating your kids and being a militant proponent of merely ANOTHER pre-packaged FALSE truth is righteous and benign.
It is not benign, it is SICK. It does one thing, and one thing only.
It does exactly what all the others have always done and precisely what it was designed to do from the very beginning.
It provides you with a crutch, well, maybee more like an electric wheelchair... ensuring that you will never change.
As long as you are devoted to this, you are caged off with a glass ceiling.
You will never know truth, because you are too afraid to let go and look for yourself.
You will never know your own independence.
If you remain exactly the same now and through this life, you will be the same.
You will always seek someone to give your power and allegiance to, someone to be your God.
There will always be someone ready to fill that role.
Your eternity will be what your life is now... how long do you want to repeat this?
You will need this for as long as you are afraid to stand on your own two feet.
You have bought a lie, a huge lie.
The truth is not as easy as inherited belief, but believe it or not, it is far more beautiful.
Truth is not some convenient little fairy tale, some hollow, compulsive mantra that band-aid's over your feelings of fear.
Truth is yours. nobody can find it except you.
It is yours through becoming who you really are, it grows as you re-learn to re-inhabit the robotic corpse that is your body.
It reveals itself as you recognise the program you are running on as a program.
Truth is having functional vision and operational intuition.
If you want to wake up, you can wake up.
Laks, Jivi, Prahlad, Nanda, Rangi, Mum and Dad.
This is Rama talking, you all know me. I want you all to know exactly what I think.
This will not go silent. Maybee things will not be different for you. I want you all to really know me, at least.
I want to share what I see when I look back on where I have come from.
I want to share it with you all because I want to be straight up and I think you should know.
You guys are my tribe, I know I am deeply connected to you all far beyond this one life.
I love my brother, Laks, we barely spent a day apart untill I was 14.
I have barely spent a few months with you in the 13 years since then, but the few times I do talk to you it is really cool, it feels like we are so similar and diggin' on the same f****d up humor, etc...
(you checkin' out the new season of 'the office'?)
If nothing changes, if our respective lives follow the same lines, and the distance remains unchanged, when these bodies fall away, I will be there. You guys will see me, you will see my eyes intense and my heart strong.
I will be where you guys are, and you will know I mean everything I have said.
I really like all of you, I truly think you are all amazing. The fact that I am saying all I have here does not diminish or contradict that.
I truly thank any of you who have actually read my words.
You are all welcome to say anything to me, whatever it may be. I respect any way you feel.
Rama.
The games, divisions and illusions here(this world) are petty and fleeting, and I know our connection and history are far greater and deeper than any of this could reach.
We are healing now.