Re: The Living Word Fellowship, The Walk, John Robert Stevens
Date: November 13, 2014 06:57AM
"The need for control and dominance must have some sort of psychological explanation; one of imbalance caused by abnormal beliefs, bad childhood experiences, illusions of grandeur, madness, revenge, jealousy, machoism and even demon possession.”
I’d say that’s a pretty good description of an old nature – something we all possess. The new nature wants to serve and lay down it's life. Even in Paul’s day there were already those who wanted to distort the gospel to serve their own purposes. In Galatians 6 he says, “6 I am astonished that you are so quickly deserting the one who called you to live in the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel— 7 which is really no gospel at all. Evidently some people are throwing you into confusion and are trying to pervert the gospel of Christ. 8 But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach a gospel other than the one we preached to you, let them be under God’s curse! 9 As we have already said, so now I say again: If anybody is preaching to you a gospel other than what you accepted, let them be under God’s curse!"
I have come to believe that much of the “warfare” we experienced in TLWF was nothing more than the consequences of violating God’s commands – not Satan attacking us because we were so special. To assume we could live in immunity, protected by a false authority, while letting an old nature rage is foolishness. While we prophesied the destruction of those who were crossways with our “apostle”, we were creating our own cesspool to live in – or as some would say bad karma. There is a reason Jesus commanded us to love our enemies. We get to live in what we minister out.
I understand the period of vomiting and need to sort through all the pieces you expel. I wish I could say that time heals, but after hearing many stories from those who were wounded 20-30 years ago, those wounds are still very fresh. I think a good starting point for healing is to come to grips with the fact that TLWF is a different gospel and a different Christ – the evidence is in the fruit, which is what Jesus told us to examine. A fresh look at the Jesus of the gospels and putting into practice his teachings does heal. For me, that meant going through many layers of forgiveness until I received a heart that wanted to do good to those who had done bad to me. Even more important, I wanted to know Him more than my own frailties or the frailties of others – He is the only one that can make any of us whole anyway.