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...I have to admit though anytime anything comes up about the bible or religion my eyes gloss over and I shut down...
I've got that too...
I've had that since I was young...a friend to me to a Baptist revival type service and right before I was about to get dunked in the water, I had to stop and think: what the hell am I doing? I don't know anyone in the congregation! Am I going to be "saved" because people are saying "c'mon, do it!" or because they _seem_ like friends or friendly people? The day before was "bible study" which was being in a small uncomfortable room for hours praying, reading the bible, "chanting" if you will. I lasted about 20 mins before I had a panic attack and left the building. I was outside while they were inside the majority of the day.
I declined being dunked and saved, and didn't go back. My friend eventually became disillusioned with organised religion some years later, but I found that out later after years on not having any contact.
Since then, I've had an allergy to cults or anything BUT a 45 minute Catholic mass.
Someone talks about the bible or religion, I literally tune it out and look for an exit.