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“I can’t be with you at the moment because of your energy, but it is because I love you” It makes you feel lower and lower and also lonely therefore a tendency to believe them once again creeps in as you now feel you need to go looking for something again.
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Do you not see, precious ones, you are moving in an atmosphere charged dynamically with human suggestions of every conceivable description? If you do not call the Presence to hold Its Guard about you, the human feeling rides in and qualifies you and your world with its activity.
I am only mentioning this one thing to-night; but there are dozens of things--feelings of mankind--which you will register.
Unless you call your Presence to stand guard, you will, at least, temporarily, be inclined to carry them out. It is the same thing, dear-hearts with anger, with irritation, with sex conditions, or whatever it is.
" For instance, you get into the street-car and sit down by one whose idea is charged with one of those things. If you do not refuse acceptance and call on your Presence to protect you, you will take on that feeling and think it is your own.
"This is why many people find such difficulty with the sex desire; because they come into the atmosphere of people in which that feeling is so heavily charged; and they begin to accept it into their feelings un-knowingly.
Outwardly, there may be nothing in the individual that would indicate it, but the feeling is acting, just the same.
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Willow.Sunshine
Its hard when you are trying to do the best for yourself. There are many things to consider and usually persons who are searching feel a sense of relief when they find something like UM. However some, including myself, get to the point where you ask yourself what really is it that I am agreeing to?
If you express this however you are instantly judged, made to feel that you are channeling the Lords of Form and do not love yourself or are not loving to others. Doubt then comes into your mind…. This once again is hard as before you had made a connection with UM you probably believed that you were doing the right thing for yourself, family and friends but you are now being lead to believe differently.
There is also the separation from friends that have been made in your new environment. These UM friends once thought you were amazing and loved you for you but now offer and a constant bombardment of things such as “you are a bit off at the moment” “why are you following a pranic path” “I can’t be with you at the moment because of your energy, but it is because I love you” It makes you feel lower and lower and also lonely therefore a tendency to believe them once again creeps in as you now feel you need to go looking for something again. For some they can be looking for companionship, others self development or grief counseling and for some it is to become involved with something so deeply so to avoid dealing with their real issues (this is ironic as UM teaches you to face your issues but if you are looking to belong to a group so that you don’t have to face them you will probably never get to the point of being honest about it!)
As someone who is seeing the errors with UM I am having to deal with the judgments and try to move on, but feel appalled at how some are acting just because I am making other choices. I feel sad that what could be very supportive work actually has its basis in greed and corruption and doesn’t seem to want to support you once you start having thoughts and feelings that are truly your own. I know I can love myself and others and do not need to be taught how to.
You have to stop searching as your life really is truly yours and you can do what you please with it. This includes being part of UM, but if you chose not to follow this path then you should not to be persecuted for it.
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Willow.Sunshine
Its hard when you are trying to do the best for yourself. There are many things to consider and usually persons who are searching feel a sense of relief when they find something like UM. However some, including myself, get to the point where you ask yourself what really is it that I am agreeing to?
If you express this however you are instantly judged, made to feel that you are channeling the Lords of Form and do not love yourself or are not loving to others. Doubt then comes into your mind…. This once again is hard as before you had made a connection with UM you probably believed that you were doing the right thing for yourself, family and friends but you are now being lead to believe differently.
There is also the separation from friends that have been made in your new environment. These UM friends once thought you were amazing and loved you for you but now offer and a constant bombardment of things such as “you are a bit off at the moment” “why are you following a pranic path” “I can’t be with you at the moment because of your energy, but it is because I love you” It makes you feel lower and lower and also lonely therefore a tendency to believe them once again creeps in as you now feel you need to go looking for something again. For some they can be looking for companionship, others self development or grief counseling and for some it is to become involved with something so deeply so to avoid dealing with their real issues (this is ironic as UM teaches you to face your issues but if you are looking to belong to a group so that you don’t have to face them you will probably never get to the point of being honest about it!)
As someone who is seeing the errors with UM I am having to deal with the judgments and try to move on, but feel appalled at how some are acting just because I am making other choices. I feel sad that what could be very supportive work actually has its basis in greed and corruption and doesn’t seem to want to support you once you start having thoughts and feelings that are truly your own. I know I can love myself and others and do not need to be taught how to.
You have to stop searching as your life really is truly yours and you can do what you please with it. This includes being part of UM, but if you chose not to follow this path then you should not to be persecuted for it.
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HerbertKane178
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It's also proof (as if any more were needed) of the cult of UM that your former UM friends are treating you as they are, no group seriously bassed around love would ever treat anyone this way. But as is very apparent, love within UM only concerns adoration of the leader and other members. Everyone outside is treated in the same way - with false smiles and dismissive character assassinations.
This is so true, thank -you. especially the bit about false smiles and character assassinations.
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HerbertKane178
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It's also proof (as if any more were needed) of the cult of UM that your former UM friends are treating you as they are, no group seriously bassed around love would ever treat anyone this way. But as is very apparent, love within UM only concerns adoration of the leader and other members. Everyone outside is treated in the same way - with false smiles and dismissive character assassinations.
This is so true, thank -you. especially the bit about false smiles and character assassinations.
Yes, I totally agree with that, too. I´m with all of you. Though my english is not that good, that i can write in good quality to support this forum very much, I´ll do my best. It´s good to keep spreading our knowledge. Wish there was a site where I was allowed to write everything down in german, too, because there´s NOTHING to be found in the web for those who need help back there.