it seems that you and I have a lot in common. As for recovering from Moo's magic mind games, perhaps different things work for different people? I am no expert in this matter, but for me, it was getting back to a normal life, of seeing friends, enjoying the simple pleasures of sunshine, beach, exercise, food and drink, walking in nature, etc. If you have a hobby that you enjoy,
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