This is my 600th post, which I think signifies that I am probably the most great, grand, immense poster in this forum.
Namastea

changedagain Wrote:
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> TheSarge Wrote:
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> > kBoy, I may not watch this for a while -- it
> may
> > trigger my PTSD. But I will look forward to
> > y'all''s discussion!
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> I'm going to take a chance that it won't trigger
> mine, and watch a portion of it.
> Wish me the best.
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> post #598

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Once when I went with my sister to her church I remember thinking like Apostle Dog has said there are a lot of good churches out there, and the pastor of this church said he was embarrassed talking about money so there were no money appeals or offerings, just a donation box at the rear of the church and one could listen for free online to all the sermons.

What I noticed though was I was in state of hyper vigilance the entire time to protect myself. So that's a red flag for me if something is a trigger, if it's causing a hyper vigilant mode of self protection.

I think the Apostle Paul may have had PTSD having participated in violence when he slaughtered and stoned Christians before his conversion. In his writings he mentions flashbacks and recommends not thinking about the past but the future.

I do wish you the best with that viewing.



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 04/01/2016 02:24AM by lily rose.

changedagain Wrote:
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> This is my 600th post, which I think signifies
> that I am probably the most great, grand, immense
> poster in this forum.
> Namastea


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changed,

I asked the Cult Education Institute if they could Skype you in for a recognition gala but I was told you would have had to put a bag over your head to protect you identity.

Instead, please accept this virtual pat on the shoulder. You're awesome.



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 04/01/2016 02:26AM by lily rose.

Thank you, Lily. That is more than sufficient.

THIS JUST IN . . . (Reality check required)

"Our Prayer In His Presence"
March 30, 2016

"Years ago the Lord said we would move as a family with love for one another, and secondly, that we would be a prophetic community led by the Spirit of the Lord. Because we have done the first . . .

This is Mars--G-man must live on Venus. This forum is a result of NOT doing the first.

The river Denial runs wide and deep.

Wow, what is it, like 50 years or more, these guys are holding onto a prophesy that they are going to begin to love one another?

I really don't think there is much hope for these people. They don't seem to have a brain cell between them. Sorry but this is discouraging to me. I wish that the people would escape, at least the children of people that are leaving or have left, if the children that have a chance to have a normal life if they get enough therapy are out of there, then as far as the adults I really believe it would be better if the endgame for Living Word Fellowship is to just make the cya-naid and just drink the stuff while they listen to Gary Hargrave preach and they can just pick up their bloated bodies later.

I pray for the release of the children from this insanity. I really don't think that it could have been any different, JRS built the foundation of this twisted thing, and then, although Marilyn lied about being put in charge, it don't matter because they would not have had it any other way. They had a taste for s#!t or they would not have adored these idiots. They are where they deserve to be.

Apostle Dog is under a lot of stress and he's not editing himself. His wife is fighting for her life. Dog, take a break! Do what my aunt does and put your hands in the air and yell "serenity now!" I'm serious.

Now now tsk tsk. No one deserves that crab pot.

THIS JUST IN followup . . . (The Size of a Man's Hand)

"Our Prayer in His Presence"
March 30, 2016

[www.garyandmarilynhargrave.com]

"God is opening the door for us (me) to do the second (be the prophetic community). This Word give us (me) practical steps (my exit strategy to Brazil) and imparts faith (for you to drink the Kool-Aid) to begin this process (as I withdraw the necessary funds to finance this venture)."

Up,up & away . . .
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kBOY Wrote:
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> THIS JUST IN followup . . . (The Size of a
> Man's Hand)
>
> "Our Prayer in His Presence"
> March 30, 2016
>
> [www.garyandmarilynhargrave.com]-
> prayer-in-his-presence/
>
> "God is opening the door for us (me) to do
> the second (be the prophetic community).
> This Word give us (me) practical steps
> (my exit strategy to Brazil) and imparts
> faith (for you to drink the Kool-Aid) to
> begin this process (as I withdraw the necessary
> funds to finance this venture)."

What a mess he's left in the states. Thanks Dad. Keep pursuing your will!