Dear ANTI CHRIS
Hope you have look at this 3 part series videos that I film a year ago ...about the gurukulas of ISKCON .
Its the same stories about serving the guru and neglecting their kids .......if not abandoning them completely ( as story related about a little girls about 2
ust abandon at the dor of the ashram .....I did this with the help of a lawyer that as access to those quasi secret informations.
About 20 ex students have now comited suicide ......mainly as a result from extreme sexual abuses .
To give some credit to Butler .....it seem that many abuses where present (being separated of your parents is cruel anof)...but I have not heard of sexual abuses ...........maybee Butler hatred of homosexuals might have kept pedophiles at bay .
I think its very therapeutic that you are able to share your mind and heart on this forum .
As many here understand very deeply what you have been suffering .
In this world its not easy to find even one psychologist that can understand what a kid raise in a HARE KRISHNA cult as experience .
How long was the longest you where without seeing your parents in person ?
40 years later I am still deprogramming some stuff thats was deep in my subconcious mind .
You have to remember yourself that you have a duty to yourself to feell good .....to be happy and at peace
it uselley begin by cutting any toxic people from our life ..........Namaste to you
Dear Anti-Chris - I am so very sorry you had to go thru all of this, know that you are not alone and while it is rare that any psychiatrist would understand your predicament, understand that we do know and we will not stop until Butler has been exposed to the world. He cannot escape from the Truth and neither can Tulsi Gabbard.
The question is now, can the United States Congress (and therefore us) survive Tulsi Gabbard?
Keep in mind, dear Readers, that what Anti-Chris was subjected to was the same brainwashing
that Tulsi was given & from what I remember, the girls fared no better than the boys. Over & over it was the whims of a madman that directed and dictated to the parents in the cult what was to be done or not done. The children were neglected emotionally, specifically, as we'll as physically, that was the purpose of the Butler schools. Free up the parents to do the madman's bidding. This is the same treatment Rama received as well. There were many others. Their scars run deep.
Anti-Chris, your story brought back the nightmares and the mental anguish, the tortured soul-searching that
haunted my waking days and my sleepless nights. What had I gotten myself into, and more importantly could I
get myself out? But so much worse, what harm had befallen my loved ones and the family I had left behind?
Butler preached hate and intolerance and he was a great manipulator of the truth and could twist and turn a lie as well as any despotic ruler. Tulsi learned her lessons well & will obey her master, perfectly.
Butler rules by fear.
Butler controls everything.
But Anti-Chris, know & understand this.
Butler did not break you. You are now free.
You are strong and you will be fine, just trust in yourself and continue to move forward.
What Anti-Chris describes is even worse than military basic training.
In civilized countries, children are not put through military basic training.
Unlike the people who go to the induction center and take the oath, children's identities are still forming. THey still need a stable home and parents who are there for them.
To believe oneself abandoned or unwanted by ones parents and sent to another country to a program like that is trauma, even before other crap is piled on.