Mafu and Channel Penny Torres aka Ammagi - Beware
Date: November 23, 2006 05:01AM
Wow, this is sad to heare about Doreen... I know Doreen..... from the days in LA and San Francisco events at Pacifica ....before the Ranch and Ashram.
She was always a supporter of Penny.
I have not been there since 2001.... at that time I had heard a lot of stuff about drugs and sex...
When I visited again in 2001 I had been away for quite a long time'94... and had only occassionally been there... but was on many of the conference call evets at my home for a while.
This is all very sad news. I can remember one of the lectures that Mafu once gave about being BEATEN when he tried to enter a temple.... and the wisdom he gained from it.
It is very difficult to truly makes heads or tails of all of this crazy stuff.
It is very sad to understand the height of the wisdom and the depth of these types of darker events.
I know Mafu always said ALL THINGS are good enough to be God... but I say.. at some point... evolve beyond the violence, pain and suffering.
For me, I have NEVER smoked or EVER used any drugs my whole life... not even antibiotics since I was 17... and I am in my 50's now... so none of those types of things ever interested me....
I remember once years ago it being spoken that Penny had taken an over dose of Cocain and almost died.... that was in the early days of the Ranch..... Mafu spoke then, that DRUGS should be gone beyond.
I am sure from this point of vew, as former participants will never see the whole picture and KNOW completely what these expressions of spirit through Penny are all about.
Tis intersting as Mafu frequenly said, What Would Jesus Do... or What Would Mafu Do..... I could hardly even imagine ether ever beating anyone.... in my mind.
After I had my BIG BLOW UP with Penny around 2002, I felt very blessed that it happend during a time that I was very strong and had the courge to not take it all on personally. I could see clearly then, the mental issues that were unstable... I have not missed any of it at all.
For me, after around 94 the whole thing changed....I no longer fit there.
I do have many remarkable memories with Mafu in the beginning days... and for me, where I was at that time, it was wonderful to be a part of those early days.... the days with the Captain and Mafu Talking about higher studies and Absuchan Ka... meeting at the bottom of the hill at 4AM in 4 ft of snow...and marching up to the Ranch ....those were the fun times.
What more can we really do but hold a NEW VISION....
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I HOLD THE VISION, that from this day forward, alll people who are involved and WANT TO MOVE ON and LEAVE... have the courage to STAND FORTH with the POWER and GLoryof God Within and LEAVE immediately.... Fast... Quickly and Easily.... and that they EACH find NEW DOORS that OPEN WIDE to support them physically, emotionally, spiritually and financially.
I Now HOLD THE VISION of Penny immediatly resolving the wisdom of violence within self... and taking those physical actions to a higher level of FEELING the VIOLENCE ... rather than EXPRESSING the VIOLENCE in physical beatings of others......
In thist moment, I acknowledge that THESE THINGS are a part of myself.... and I receive and accept the immediate resolve of all hidden violence that is within me..... for as I see it and hear about it, It also is a part of that which I am..... I now resolve all VIOLENCE within myself and consider a GREATER EXPRESSION of My Human Self.
I now see and hold a NEW VISION of a NEW DAY at ALL Spiritual Study Centers, a Vision that ALL Gurus , Teachers, and Religious icons are RE-Born in Compassion and PEACE..
Let Peace Begin Within Me.