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NathanA
I do not mean to take the thread off topic Doug. I don't know the ins and outs of how TFI disiplines. I know that you would say it is not disipline, but abuse.
I understand what it is like to talk to frustrating and ignorant people, ie. I have talked with members of the church of scientology who refuse to entertain new possibilites.(in my view) Know that is part of my way of searching, by challenging you, and testing you. I have had more doubts about TFI than you may be aware, overall I wondered if my doubts would cause me to withdraw my support.
I admitt my ignorance in never visiting the place, and not having read your wife's book. All I have done is discussed it with you and I have talked to a few individuals at TFI. I know that you don't see eye to eye.
The attitude of a few individuals at TFI appears that they would like to be reconciled with you Doug. No one appears bitter towards you from what I can tell.(from my 'distant perch' as you say)
As it is, I have little left to test unless I read the book or visit TFI myself, thankyou for bearing with me and I hope the truth is heard.
I think I understand where you are coming from, Nathan, and I hope I have not been too testy with you. You have every right to question me and anyone else who is making claims about something. Perhaps I have been overly sensitive, but you must remember, this is my life. It cost me a great deal spiritually to be involved with Trinity for so long, and it cost me much emotionally to leave. This is not some intellectual game to me.
I am glad to hear that nobody there is bitter toward me. It would be absurd if they were, because I have not done anything to them. They were the ones who said and did the damaging and hurtful things toward Wendy and me—not the other way around. Now, they present themselves to you and others as though they are willing to be reconciled, and yet they do not expend any effort toward bringing that about. Ergo, they are liars and hypocrites. Not necessarily every individual at Trinity, because I think there are some good people there who are seeking to follow Christ, but I do particularly fault the leadership.
I suppose they could say that we have harmed them in some way by writing the book, but that all took place years after we left. If they had any real interest in reconciliation there was plenty of time to say or do something before Wendy even had the idea to write the book. And, as I keep pointing out, we are not the only former members left licking our wounds in the wake of our involvement at Trinity. There are dozens of people out there that Trinity needs to ask for forgiveness if they are interested in cleaning their slate.
I believe that there is a spirit of control at Trinity that is antithetical to nurturing its members in their spiritual growth. The pattern for a church is laid out in the Scriptures in Ephesians 4:11-15 (RSV):
11: And his gifts were that some should be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, some pastors and teachers,
12: to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ,
13: until we all attain to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to mature manhood, to the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ;
14: so that we may no longer be children, tossed to and fro and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the cunning of men, by their craftiness in deceitful wiles.
15: Rather, speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in every way into him who is the head, into Christ…
Unfortunately, this is not what is happening at Trinity Foundation. People are not encouraged to truly “grow up in Christ.” Instead, Ole consistently infantilizes everyone in such a way as to actually impede their spiritual growth. It is just an unhealthy spirit that pervades the place, and I am grateful to God that I am out of there.