Re: "Jesus Christians," "Australian cult," Dave McKay (thread 2)
Date: August 18, 2011 01:10AM
Why not re-post this in its entirety, to preserve it for posterity?
Post Grad Report
I would like to share something that I have been learning since "graduation" in November of last year. There has been a lot of speculation about exactly what happened back then, and a lot of that speculation was amongst those of us involved as well. Or as the tongue-in-cheek saying goes, "What we are doing is so top secret that even we don't know what we're doing." Let me explain.
Overnight, in early November, 2010, there seemed to be a number of revelations that we should just totally disband as a community... without any notice. In particular, this seemed to involve immediately ceasing all communication with various friends, relatives, and contacts, until we had clearer leadings from God about what to do. I'm sure that some of us had concerns about whether this was a trick of the devil to "destroy" what we have been building up all these years, while others (those who had not personally received any leadings from God) may have feared that it was some kind of a trick on my part or on the part of those who claimed to have received revelations from God. Many such theories have been circulated over the past ten months.
At the time, those of us involved jokingly called it "implosion" as our own private giggle at the fact that it was in many ways exactly what some of our enemies had been almost praying for for so many years. The giggle was that we expected they would not even believe the answer to their own prayer. However, opinions were mostly divided over whether to say that we had "disbanded" or that members had "graduated". At any rate, what we were doing did seem to be a more radical expression of various past experiments with "autonomy", i.e. to just kick everyone out of the nest and let them fly on their own, doing whatever it is that they feel God wants them to do.
This did not happen without some hurt feelings, but that too seemed to be consistent both with people feeling genuinely free, as well as with how it usually happens when adolescents start being treated like adults in some of the less pleasant ways. (I remember feeling incredible homesickness when I left home to attend university at the age of 17, and knowing that I probably could never go back home again.)
Because of the reduced communication since "graduation", it has not been easy to know exactly how well this unexpected graduation has been working. However, it does seem like in many ways we have broken up into a host of little different ministries, some of them very much like what we have done in the past, and others taking on a definite personality of their own. There is no doubt in my mind that it has totally baffled our opponents, which has been a source of great joy to me personally! Ha!
Are Cherry and I failed leaders with nothing to show for our life's work, as a result of the implosion/graduation/disbanding? In a way, yes. But then we never had much that was visible in the form of an organisation anyway. Starting a big organisation was never our primary goal (though we certainly would have LIKED to have been part of a big movement preaching the teachings of Jesus). Our number one goal has always been just to be faithful to the truth, whether it "sells" in a big way or not. We have said it many times: What has happened throughout history is that people have mistaken their organisations for the kingdom of heaven, and when that happens, the organisation often becomes the biggest hindrance to building the kingdom of heaven. From the early days of the Jesus Christians, what I felt that we were ultimately called to build was the invisible kingdom of the heart. Organisations are fine if they help with that, but in themselves, they are dispensable.
What we're seeing out there now is a growing number of people just building on what they have learned from us and forming their own ministries, each just different enough from the others as to make it impossible for the hate sites to come up with a reliable means of identifying their targets, and then knowing where to shoot. They keep finding themselves drawn between love bombing someone who they think may have turned on Cherry and me, or damning and ridiculing someone who is still idealistic enough to be preaching the teachings of Jesus. It's an exciting new phase in our own spiritual development... Cherry's and mine, but also others who were previously known as Jesus Christians.
Then there is the prophetic aspect of what has happened. It's possible that this is some kind of a preliminary step on the way to what we have understood the Bible to be saying about the "Twelve Tribes" that supernaturally rise up during the last few years before Jesus returns. That may be a little too optimistic (or premature, if the return of Jesus is still some considerable distance away), but I could well imagine that God will, at some stage, lead others to leave their previous organisational crutches, in order to discover the real thing in obedience to his Spirit. So why couldn't he be doing that now? Kind of like secret cells, who don't even know much about one another... so that it becomes impossible for any of us (myself included) to spill their guts about where everyone else is.
Then, of course, it could just be the mad ravings of a failed leader, in which case the book can probably just be closed on those people once known as Jesus Christians. No matter which way it goes, I feel much more at ease than I ever have before, for those who used to work with Cherry and me, and who used to suffer some pretty heavy flak as a result of it.