Re: Trumpet Call of God
Date: October 13, 2010 01:39AM
frogla,
the first thing that comes to mind is I did NOT want Trent to create the gracehead website @ all.
...before Timothy Rathbun trumpetcallofgod came into trent's life, he was a different person (i won't get into all of that now) but ppl were drawn to him and he had many friends who enjoyed his view on God. gracehead was popular amongst our crowd. when Timothy Rathbun trumpetcallofgod came into the picture and took over, the ppl who tried to refute timothy were most likely deleated.
I didn't know gracehead existed prior to Trent's involvement in this, its too bad because I believe he really has a wonderful gift with teaching people. God could really use him I'm sure in teaching of Christ's gifts brought about on the cross, unfortunately though Trent got a letter telling him to stop teaching Grace vs the Law and start teaching Grace AND the Law. At the time, that made a whole lot of sense to me, but now I see that it seems to be merely saying that Christ's sacrifice isn't enough which is entirely false. I can see people being drawn to him, he is a very engaging person and those in the group are very drawn to him as well. Unfortunately, he is not allowed really to try and convince people anymore, and is supposed to just delete them because they are scoffers if they don't agree right away.
i wish that he was were you are LLG cuz then he'd see that he's been put into a trance-like state from a heightened emotional state or exhaustion etc. How did you come across this information about the "trance-like" state?
I do too, I can tell you it's hard to accept as the person that has been through the experience that it may just be a state of mind. I had a really hard time accepting this at first too, the experiences are so real you just can't imagine them being anything but. I even had one time where I saw a vision of a flying firey dove in the night sky which was formed by the orange moon behind some clouds. I was convinced it was a sign from God and it was so very real to me. I was going through a very hard time (which I saw as a trial), faced with having everything taken from me and ending up kind of like Job in the Bible. I had been fasting for a 24 hr period prior to as well as being very emotionally stressed, then I went out to speak to God and when I was sitting there in the silence I was telling the Lord that no matter what, it was all in His hands and I would go whereever he wanted me to. I felt confirmation through that "vision" that he was with me. It even had a kind of wavery appearance all around the vision, kind of like if you look at something through the heat waves coming from hot asphault in the summer. I found out in my intervention and through reading books etc afterwards that it is a phenomenon that happens when in that state of mind and it makes you very suggestable while you are in it (as though in hypnosis) and you can drift in and out of that state. You can tell if someone is in it by thier eyes, they have a very blank expression on thier face, almost like they are looking through you (pupils dialated etc.).
trent said that when he met Timothy Rathbun trumpetcallofgod, he had finally met someone who got him which scares me cuz maybe trent's a cult leader too like Timothy Rathbun trumpetcallofgod. i hope not.
I too felt that those in the group were the only ones who "got" me, it is kind of an elite group mentality. The whole group is so focused on YahuShua and passionate about Him, that you feel the only people who really identify with you are those who are in the group (including Timothy). I'm not sure it really means he is a "cult leader" type.
it makes me very sad to think that trent didn't want to come to me, with this trumpetcallofgod link, b/4 he opened it up. i wonder had he done that if he'd be in this cult? i wonder if your husband or philly feel the same way.
You may be right, I didn't tell anyone until I had fully bought in as well. I think its something you feel you need to "figure out for yourself" because our relationship with the Lord is so personal (not to mention that in my case my husband isn't a Christian so I didn't feel he would identify anyway). You also kind of feel as you are starting into it that the rest of the "world", you arn't sure you can really trust anyway, which is amplified more and more as you read the letters.
maybe had i been a better wife more attentive all that then he might have steered clear of this. i know he has a choice to
Don't blame yourself, really people who get involved in cults are simply victims of a controlling personality. Anyone can be 'recruited' in, people from all walks of life and at all stages of thier life have fallen into this situation. It doesn't mean you weren't being a good wife.