Re: The Living Word Fellowship, The Walk, John Robert Stevens
Date: February 06, 2019 11:47AM
onion,
you don't recall speed reading tests because, i presume, you did not take any. ok, ok dildo references, moby dick, etc., all essentially tongue in cheek. so then, let's ponder your upcoming book together. before doing so i wish to reiterate the effect of my reading a recent post you made which i have recently made note of, the one that resulted in my comment to you to shine on. of all the posts that i have read on this forum over the previous months, that post for me was the embellishment and the nugget of every pain and loss, confusion and anger (not only for you but for all the others equally abused and tricked with magic tricks) but personally for me put me in your shoes and demanded of me a sense of empathy that previously i lacked. i felt that the suffering that you suffered and i did not, that now i was. to spend most of one's life in a scam, not out of material profit but rather a presumed higher calling, you did that, onion and not for the hope of some material gain but in service to that higher calling. you were not serving the hargrave/marilyn juggernaught, you were serving a higher calling and that, i wonder, is what trapped you, confusing that higher calling with the bullshit of every cult orthodoxy. i am no damn expert with respect to cult counseling and, i need not be, you've ample help on that score provided by this forum and a counselor if you have one. but i said it over and over again, and granted i am no expert neither am i longer a professing christian (btw, pretty much unrelated to my lw/shiloh experience) forgiveness to oneself and to others is the most applicable and reasonable tenet of the christian faith. whether jesus was born on xmas day, whether he was resurrected, whether he was born to a virgin impregnated by the holy spirit, whether noah loaded all the animals and plants on a small ship, to me these are simply stories, to other readers of this post divine truths. does it make any damn difference when we all read onion's testament. onion, a somewhat damaged soul but also a shining diamond. aren't all of us, in so many ways, the same as onion