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NOTImpacted
First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who has posted on this site. I have spent the last week pouring over all 62 pages and have learned more in one week than I have in the 4 or 5 years I've been dealing with this insidious cult called Impact. As my name implies, I have NOT attended Impact, but I am trying to deal with the effects of my ENTIRE FAMILY, (minus one brother) who has and are still throwing away A LOT of their hard earned money, and turning their minds over to the Berger's (aka Jim and Tammy Faye Baker) :evil:...
I am truly sorry that you are involved with one of [i:400c101cc4]those[/i:400c101cc4] families. It makes it harder, because the religious/spiritual bonds have very deep familial ties, emotionally, socially, economically and psychologically. I have spent much time on thinking about what can be said to TIT 3ers and I don't know if I can say anything more than I already have. Have you ever tried to talk someone who is devout out of believing in their religion? If you swallow the core stuff deeply enough, you don't even have to join the TIT nutters to be deeply indoctrinated.
Thanks for the compliment, but I do know that from what I gather in his posts, both former and I did not relate to, well, almost everyone in TIT, and I'm sure that is what helped us get out. I went under deep, but I did it against my will, if that makes any sense. There was a part of me that always shouted warnings like, "THIS IS WRONG!!!", but I did what they told me to and reduced it to my "whining ego-mind" and wrote it off. They exploited things in me I wasn't even aware of and I was conflicted even while I was trying to believe in all of it. It's like eating ice-cream and spinach in the same bite. One is good for me and one only [i:400c101cc4]tastes[/i:400c101cc4] good, but together...ick. Man I was confused. But once I got unconfused, I got the HELL OUT.
It's that ego-mind indoctrination that screws you up. It an excuse for you to be confused about the Impact/LGAT bullshit, but not do anything about it while they work on you and condition you. Ugh.
I need to think about this TIT3 rescue stuff in more detail I think, but I will tell you, I am not optimistic. What worked on me ultimately was logic, and most of those people retreat from logic as if it were a satanic, homicidal, child-molesting, cannibalistic, raping, skunk-stanky, terrorist-bombing, zombieized, plague-ridden and [i:400c101cc4]rabid[/i:400c101cc4] bear. On fire.