I had no idea the signifigance of what our exchange was at the time. I also will not regret or take back what I experienced and came away with from being there.
I guess reading how passionate people are knowing this now could become a real movement toward better understanding of m...i want to help in any way. I still watch it like an out-of-body experience. I see how I realized, but seem to see him drawing me back in. Then giving him that Ego boost of saying YOU are the reason which he then has to deny or give himself away! Man, the whole thing is creepy now.
Just know that I dont know why I had the strength to stay free, but also get to experience GOD the way I did during that retreat.
If I have any responsibility in helping others through that exchange...I hope it does!
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