Hi Frodo and co,
I don’t know if you have come across this blog, but it is worth reading to get an EXACT idea of what is happening in the mind of a student. [www.evolvedental.com.au
it is spooky to ready because if you didn’t know better, you would think Serge has written it. He hasn't, but the author is so conditioned by listening to Serge that her voice has become his. Read below. I highlight words exactly as Serge would say them. Notice the hyphenated words; looks familiar.I began to apply these tools and teachings to my daily livingness, in my way, and I got to feel who I am again and live from what my body feels and not that which my mind has been fed. It has not been something that has happened overnight but more a gentle unfoldment of me and a discarding of that which gets in the way of me being me. At first it was challenging as it brought up so much of what I had buried, denied and tried to numb myself from feeling and being aware of. It has required a willingness to be honest, to be aware, to seek true healing not relief or comfort and a commitment to me living me to the best of my ability. Through a loving dedication to self and an unwavering commitment to be a student of me I feel I have found a way of livingness that supports me to be who I truely am. Now I am not perfect, and thankfully no perfection is here sought, and there are times when I have “wobbled” and had my ups and downs but it is about the ability to acknowledge when I am with me and when I have lost myself and then be able to utilise the tools to bring myself back to me and my livingness.
This is the best part and it explains something that is actually the root of my disagreement with my ex partner and goes back to one of my very first comments on this forum. You see this 'student' thinks (or feels) the only way to connect is to immerse herself in the world of Serge and his steady diatribe of counter reason. It's beautiful; anytime her reason returns ( read above, she wobbles) she goes back to Serge's ancient science ( there's a abuse of a word for you) to have her mind reset in "I will accept anything mode" She has so immersed herself that he ponderings are simply Serge’s words coming back out. Talk about given your power away...in-truth it is actually quite simple. It is a simple as making a choice, a choice that says I know I am already love, that I come from the divine (God) and then applying some tools to re-confirm and bring you back to that. For me these tools and awareness’s came from the presentations, teachings and books of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine that were resonating with a knowing with-in that was already mine but which until then I had yet to give a voice to
Oh Dear...this is all so the same as what every othe UM student says. It is scary. No the voice was not
yours, it is Serge's. He has replaced your own inner dialogue with his. He has found some buttons and pressed them. He knows what you want to hear in relation to your pain and questions and doubts and fears and he helps you wash them away with a vision of something bigger than what you have now. ( which by the way is a miracle which you are wasting) The words wash over you, cleansing a life of pain and slowly you fall under the spell...it's convenient, easy but ultimately very sad.
Listen up seekers of truth.
.and UM practitioners reading and hating this blog ( and you too Sergey boy) truth doesn’t come from the outside in ( right Serge) it comes from within. Since man started to ponder these things it has been axiomatic ( and demonstratable) that true change arises when change occurs inside. That can only occur from your own self discovery. It can be as simple as understanding a principle which makes you interact differently with the world, or realising your predilections ( like wanting their to be an afterlife) which has been making you believe in certain things, to true inner enlightenment of Buddha ( the real one, not Serge's convenient remake to suit his philosophy 101)- where the self discovered, inner change resulted in perception of reality shifting. On the other hand what Serge offers you is a cage; His ideas fed from the outside in, constantly in one form or another, which is reinforced with behaviour guidelines for eating, sleeping, what to listen to or look at, and what to eat. ( Yes, we know you pretend it is a choice Serge but you are only tricking your customers and maybe yourself) and this keeps you thinking you have changed the way you are in the world...! Wrong. Nothing has changed except you have been duped either by a very smart man, or a man too foolish to know otherwise ( I think it is the latter) who is happy to play with your lives and the lives of those that are affected.
I know it seems like a good product and the marketing is slick. But it is dodgy and will fall apart before you get any use out of it. Stop paying for it now. The product you want is available to you free of charge and it much much more interesting. You need to do a bit more work yourself but the result will be far better.