This is exactly the genious of mind control organization. It always feel voluntary.
The "Walking question mark" in AMORC is a public relation myth that H. Spencer Lewis has successfully promoted to
the public and to the naive members of AMORC.
Read this blog entry from Pierre Freeman "THOUGHT STOPPING AND A COUP D’ETAT"
I copy only a part of that blog for you.
During special seminar or convention, when Official from the Grand Lodge come to the regional lodge for lecture, members are given an opportunity to “voice their opinion”.
Make no mistake about this statement:........
......Therefore, in AMORC, the fear is not only in voicing a dissenting opinion, it is in creating any thought that can be considered as not in attunement with the will of AMORC and its visible and invisible masters. Members that venture into talking usually use very cautious statement. In some cases you can even hear the insecurity in their voice.
.....This practice reinforces the need for thought stopping in the mind of member.......