Re: My story
Date: October 27, 2007 05:33PM
Becker and Freedom Fighter, I just wanted to reach out to both of you so much. I miss my sister also, I miss my mum and dad and my cousins and my friends. My mum works for her cult, she works full time, often up to 16 hours a day in the busiest times, throughout the whole year, and gets paid in a year what my husband makes in a month. But they are a registered "charity," and she is a "volunteer," so there are no laws I can bring against them. even at my worst, over winter, when my life was being threatened by my best friend, there was nothing I could do. My word against a group with a perfect PR machine running 24 hours a day. I completely understand the powerlessness and the fear and I wish I could be there in person with both of you. You are both so brave - and you both WILL find joy in this lifetime, believe me. Freedom Fighter, you wrote that the human spirit is not tricked forever, and that just warmed me so much. Your insight and understanding is beautiful, a shining light that rises from the darkness of your past. I know you're hurting but you give hope to me, to all of us. What just absolutely kills me is the lies and justifications that those who are literally brainwashed will go to, in order to STAY blind when the light of truth is literally slapping them in the face. Becker too, you're right, our loved ones will so willingly hurt us to preserve their lies, because the truth of having spent a lifetime on an awful path, of doing the bidding of someone who is cruel and unjustified in their heart and an expert liar is just too unbearable for them. This is why the people we love will hurt us, will literally choose their lies over their own flesh and blood. It's suffocating sometimes, but the pain will go away, the waves of anger and agony eventually die down. I'm here for you, for both of you, as a friend if either of you need it. Safe hugs and love to both of you xxx
Jupiter