The highs and lows of escaping cult life :(
Date: May 16, 2022 11:49AM
How long before I stop getting these crazy anger one minute at losing everything we worked hard for ,to just wanting to scream at the fact that I am convinced that apostolic churches are Cults of gnostism ! Fire tunnels ,screaming like banshee's, laughing uncontrollably, shaking violently,puking and even wetting yourself ,not to mention the barking , clucking and howling in theses so called summit type revival churches . People that abuse their own power to manipulate and scam others with mind control manipulation,love bombing and guilt by association .
The bottom line theses false cult leaders are self entitled greedy ,self absorbed ,abusive and very manipulative people that have no empathy or sympathy ,but when shedding a crock tear they really mean to destroy you . The mind is a fragile thing ,and when prideful man abuses it .cult leaders are born .
It's only been less than 9 months for us .the recovery has been very difficult ,almost cost our marriage ,and has changed how we trust people from now on
And the worst part is people like John Alley will continue to deceive !