Date: February 22, 2007 02:28AM
i am very grateful to find these words. a friend just posted me this link, and i almost lost my breath, as i have asked to find a window of opportunity through which to bring light to this situation and to speak the truth about Mohan for over two years now.
i was taken to meet Mohan just over two years ago, being led to believe i was going to meet a great spiritual leader.
i felt that there was something strange going on, but i was curios to meet this man, of whom i was hearing such good things about.
When he arrived at the house, we all went in, sat and ate as he spoke and gave teachings of great wisdom and knowledge. all through the evening, he kept asking me what my greatest fear was. i could not answer this. i could not find it in myself to speak it.
After dinner, which was an abundant meal, given to all who were there, i was "ritually cleansed" with incense and some prayers chanted over me by Mohan, after which one of the pale and "Vamped" women turned to me and said, he is ready, its your time.
i had developed a trust in this man over the course of the evening. we had talked a lot, and i felt a resonance with his teachings. i trusted in him as a teacher.
so, when Mohan said "we are going", and walked me down the road, i was a little nervous, but was not worried.
we arrived at his other apartment down the road, where Mohan told me to take off my clothes and get in the shower, while he prayed and chanted over me, with incense and crystal salts and "cleansed my body and spirit"... apparently.
im not normally so gullible, but i had for some reason, some trust and faith that this man was genuine, and that the wisdom and teachings that were coming from his mouth were with pure intent and integrity. i did not expect that he would take advantage of a young woman who had put her trust in him as a guide.
But he did...
and he took me to his bedroom, where he went on to climb on top of me and start penetrating me sexually.
when i said no and tried to push him off, he shouted at me saying "YOU BITCH, YOU ARE SO STUCK IN YOUR MIND THAT YOU CANNOT SEE WHEN BUDDHA IS BEFORE YOU TRYING TO TEACH YOU SOMETHING"
i actually came to my full senses not long after this, and pushed him off me.
I realised that he was really a power sucking vampire, who was using women in order to drain them of their life force by means of sex.
It still makes me cringe to think about it.
The experience left me very disorientated and confused for a long time, for he went on to try and convince me that i was lost in my mind, and that there was something very wrong with me, that i was a bitch, and extremely selfish.
The thing that had me so confused was that he seemed to know all about me, the things that he was saying, were true, i was quite selfish, i was quite stuck in my mind. so i was very confused when he came out with all of these things, shouting at me, and at the same time telling me it was ok, that we could sort it out.
thats how he gets to people, and uses them. the women in his apartment were all pasty and weak... like they had all had their life force sucked out of them by a vampire.
I should have listened to my original feelings, and that was that something was not right, but my curiosity led me into it. And, i am grateful, as well, for this experience too, for i said no, and did not "sell my soul to the devil". it took me a log time to realise what i had been through, and now i am much stronger, and will never fall for such lies and trickery from another person again.
i tried to find out who this man was for a while, but i have been out of the uk for 2 years now, and had no success looking on the internet.
if anyone has a way to take this further and bring true justice to this situation, to reveal the truth of this man, to the teachers who's names he uses to justify his evil deeds (the Dali Lama, Osho, Caroline Myss and many others), and to the people of the world, so that he may not get away with this anymore,,, i am here to speak my truth and to assist in this process.