Can I survive a trip to the Landmark Forum?
Date: October 30, 2004 10:08AM
Thanks Oz. I really appreciate your reply, I'll check into that link.
Ellen asked how my girlfriend got involved with Landmark. Here's what I can tell you, and more to the story:
Before my girlfriend (call her Gloria) got into Landmark, my best friend's ex-wife (call her Maggie, and him Mack) went through Landmark 3-day intro. Gloria never met Maggie. But Maggie came home "transformed". She called Mack out of the blue and apologized and forgave him, called her dad, forgave him, tried to get Mack to go, etc. you know the drill.
Gloria's dad went through Landmark around the same time. As did her yoga teacher, who said to me, "everyone should go through Landmark", to which I replied, "Don't should on other people", which took him off guard. This Yoga guy is friendly, but he has his Guru in India somewhere and is too mystical for me. I believe one or the other of them roped her into signing up. Before Gloria went, weeks had passed since Maggie went, and Maggie had reverted back to her old self, only with probably more problems, of which Mack thought was interesting. Though I thought it was completely logical, as people's souls, or subconscious minds, don't easily change overnight. At least not for the better. When they do, it's often for the worse, such as traumatic events. After Gloria attended, she felt that Maggie had not applied Landmark, and needed to keep going to the classes. I felt this was odd, and it reminded me of Dianetics.
After Glora "graduated", she talked me into going to the Landmark sales pitch. I still didn't know much about it (you know why, and why she wouldn't tell), but when I got there I saw right through it. I was polite, but didn't sign my name to anything, and knew I'd never go back, ever.
Things changed somewhat quickly after that, though not drastically. Talking to her was different. I am several years older than her, am more educated, and have been through much more in my life. In the past she was receptive to philosophical things I had to say. After the forum, her mind had shifted. I would catch her in contradictions while she would lecture, or try to explain to me her thoughts, sometimes simple ones. She'd say, "no one can be certain of anything" and I'd reply, "are you certain?" for example. But she would then obfuscate her way out of it, or it would build into an argument. It's like she didn't trust my wisdom any more at her core. Though she said she did enthusiastically.
She talked her brother into taking it, and he liked it. She talked a long time family friend into taking it, and he did. He called her to tell her he loved her during his break in the class. All these people took it, and (seem to have) moved on. She vacillated between pushing me to go, and not. After she took me to the sales pitch, she was really excited and wanted me to take it. I refused, for obvious reasons. Later, she said she was being disingenuous, and really wanted me to go for her, selfishly. I thought she was waking up. Later, she wanted me to go, but then said I was right, and didn't need Landmark. Now, she's just immersed in it.
As the weeks passed, she then took I think two classes that last several weeks, one night a week for 10-12 weeks.I believe these are the classes that Oz speaks of. It all seemed more of the same to me. I'd repeat it, but you know what I am talking about (I read about it many times on this board). She makes references to Landmark, and as none of them make much sense to me, I correct her. But she either rationalizes her way through the conversation, or we start to argue, and the subject gets dropped.
Now, she's really enthusiastic about the Advanced Forum. Like a kid begging their parents for a new car, she got other people to help her pay for it, mostly begging her mother for about $500 of it, under the rationalization that her mother paid $20,000+ for her brother's college degree. My stating that there is a difference between College and Landmark fell on deaf ears. She takes this Advanced Course in about three weeks. I think the only thing that could stop her is...well, nothing.
I have two other things to say on this. First is that a large part of my ontology comes from the Aristotlean theory that you are in control of your own destiny, and you need to live your own life, and gather your own experiences, and will be held accountable for your own decisions, by yourself in later years. I went through a tremendous amount of life's lessons in my youth, and it made me much stronger. So it goes against my nature to forcefully attempt to stop people from making bad decisions that don't kill them, or maim them physically. Plus, as stated previously, most studies I come across show that getting people out of these cults (or whatever one wants to call Landmark) by intellectual muscle is almost impossible (I'll read those links Oz, and any more you'ld like to offer). This seems to be the case here, in my simple, subtle attempts. The other thing I would like to say is that I am not madly crazy in love with this woman. We have fun together, and (before and after Landmark) she seems very in love with me, to believe in me, which is nice. But I am not going to do anything like Landmark to keep the relationship, which separates me from the original poster.
Once again, I will not ever attend the Landmark Forum, or any of their classes. Not now. Not ever. Period. If she says she'll dump me if I don't take it, then she dumps me. It would be a sad day, and I don't wnat that to happen, but I'm not joining Landmark, and am not going to any of their classes. End of story.
(Sorry for such a long post!)