Hi Exland. Sorry to hear what you are being faced.
Here is another web site, I post it here, before Landmark forces it to be removed, they have sometimes done that in the past.
I was sleepless for many month too, but now I am back to normal.
Young Girl's Dreams
My True Story...
Hello, I'm 20 years old and I enrolled in Landmark Forum's Seminar, "Curriculum For Living," in 1999. As everyone knows who has attended an introduction or has heard of this group, Landmark participants boast about their amazing "BREAKTHROUGHS" and their miraculous "TRANSFORMATION." It sounds too good to be true and it is, it really is...
In May after attending a three and one-half day seminar, I returned home only to find that there was something dreadful happening to me. I first noticed that there was something wrong when I could not fall asleep and kept twitching sporadically in my bed. I heard my Forum leader's voice pounding in my head and couldn't get it out. At that point I sought professional help. First, I called my family doctors who referred me to a nearby counselor. When I arrived, my counselor knew very little about the Forum. For months I couldn't sleep and when I finally could sleep I had horrible nightmares of the people in th Forum. Still, I have nightmares from time to time and have a hard time falling asleep. After a few visits to my counselor, she diagnosed me with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Since then nine months ago, my doctors have discovered what the Forum is and why it is a danger for any individual to pursue.
Landmark and it's associates claim to have been in training for 4-6 years but conduct themselves unprofessionally with their highly masterminded, MIND CONTROLLING TECHINIQUES" and LARGE GROUP HYPNOTIC PRACTICES. They do not take into respect that they are manipulating the well-beings of the people who they hold for 16 hours behind closed doors and deprive of sleep. They do not understand that their philosophies are not the same as the ordinary person's. They want your MIND and that's it. They want to control it. They want to make your decisions for you and they prey on your vulnerability.
As for me, I am still seeking therapy and I am unable to return to my college where I was a leader and on the Dean's List. I hope that no other person will have to endure the endless night's without sleep and the personal agony that I have had to go through on behalf of Landmark Forum. I am not the only person Landmark has psychologically injured either. I share my struggle with others as well. So please, whatever you do, DO NOT do the Forum, DO NOT associate with its members and DO NOT answer their questions. PLEASE DO NOT FALL VICTIM.
IF YOU HAVE BEEN HURT BY LANDMARK EDUCATION AND IT'S PRACTICES PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO COME FORWARD. ALSO, PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT LANDMARK OR HAVE COMMENTS CONCERNING THIS MATTER.