The place where you came from is far more obvious something is wrong. I do believed people will developed psychosis. I have seen people transformed from sweet loving people to monsters and literally avoids their families. I was in Morning Star International. There are too many people who are falling for false apostles.
have you seen a counselor yet ? or a psychiatrist ? Or ever thought of bringing a lawsuit against this ministry ?
the best thing also is to speak out post it.
there are too many people who got victimized and its time to voice out, if you don't speak out , then people think something is wrong with them, Because too many people have posted about Morning Star International, people who came out now knows nothing is wrong with them but its the ministry.