I thought there was already a thread on Bentinho Massaro here but i could not find any.
Here is an article about him:
I do hope that you will find the local help you need whichever country you live in.
I followed him for a couple of months online some time ago, saw how seductive he can be, heard about suicide issues; Be Scofield wrote an article about him too as she infiltrated his group for awhile.
But for you as suggested by ziz, you need to find help where you live. Let us know how you are doing.