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VenusDarkly
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The ovarian reading ended up being the last treatment I had from Serge. I was feeling better, partly due to the treatment and also because I’d taken long overdue holidays.
Serge asked if I wanted the ovarian reading and even when he explained what it was I struggled to see the point of it. Serge explained he would put his hands on my lower abdomen and (psychically) ‘read’ my ovaries. I couldn't understand why it was necessary, I was feeling good, I hadn’t gone to his clinic for sexual problems and I don’t have gyne issues – not that any of that is his or anyone’s business! Still he thought it would be a good idea and I found myself persuaded.
He told me that during the reading, I was welcome to comment, but also said I didn’t have to if I didn’t want to. Unfortunately, I’m no stranger to healers using sexual manipulation, so I’d already suspected this might have been the aim of the exercise and decided I wouldn’t comment. Not that I told him that. I will freely admit I was interested to see what he would try. I was certain by then he had guru aspirations and was not only actively trying to recruit me, but attempting to establish a hold on me as well.
With his hands on my belly, he then began to talk about my history with men beginning at age four or so, suggesting how men had behaved toward me at certain ages. According to Serge, at five years old, a significant man in my life had let me down, at seven a man had presented himself not as he seemed, at twelve a man had not been there for me, at seventeen a man in my life had wounded me etc. etc. The statements were, without exception, vague, general, highly interpretable and in spite of their breadth still inaccurate. If he’d been on to something he wouldn’t have made some glaring omissions.
I endured the ‘reading’ with a blank expression and did not comment. As it wore on Serge became frustrated with my lack of response and asked me, ‘so, am I right?’
I shrugged and said. ‘Uh, no, not really.’ So much for respecting my privacy and my right to confidentiality.
I’d like to make some comments here on the ethics of that therapy. I believe its sole purpose was to prompt me to make disclosures to Serge about my sexual history. Seriously, when you’re fishing for a woman to disclose her experiences with men from childhood through puberty into adulthood, what else are you looking for? Somehow I doubt he uses a similar technique for deducing women’s relationships with other women.
His fishing is bound to get results seeing one in three women have experienced sexual assault or abuse, and one in five men. I don't know, but I imagine he has some similar method for getting disclosures out of his male patients too.
The other thing I know, is that it’s not necessary for any therapist under any circumstances to scrutinize anyone’s sexual history, or the history of a woman’s relationships with men. A therapist doesn’t need to know every minutiae of someone’s life in order to help them. It is well known the disclosure of sexual matters or the revisiting of trauma can render a patient emotionally and psychologically vulnerable, which unethical practitioners may attempt to exploit. Without knowing the formal guidelines for counsellors and psychologists, I have it on good authority an ethical therapist will never pressure a patient into making personal disclosures. Many therapists discourage patients from making disclosures unless the patient feels it’s absolutely necessary to their healing process and then only when the patient is ready, once a trusting relationship is established, and only in the context of the therapist helping the patient to come to terms with their experiences. This is not a job for untrained or self styled healers.
However, Serge doesn’t belong to any professional association, nor does he come under any of the registered therapeutic modalities. So where the ovarian reading could be grounds for a complaint in any registered profession, there is nowhere for patients to go if they feel their privacy has been invaded. Or worse. If he actually molested them, in the setting of a private treatment room without witnesses, it would be their word against his. Practitioners like him are the reason there are therapeutic guidelines to protect patients.
Another consideration, which chills me, is if I hadn’t been savvy to that kind of manipulation, and if I'd taken his suggested leads and told him details of my past, what would he have done with that knowledge? For instance, if I'd told him of some bad sexual experience, would he have offered me a sexual purification/healing that involved endowing me with his divine essence? Unfortunately, this is one of the oldest guru tricks in the book, and I wouldn’t put it past him. I have no evidence he does that, but I'm also very glad I disclosed nothing.
Ok, I must leave this here for now. Ran out of time. Tomorrow I’ll finish with an account of the healing workshop weekend in Lennox Head. The guru in full flight, full sales pitch, full fast talking mode, and forty plus people in catharsis in a darkened room.
Thanks Venus Darkly for this information and joining the conversation.
I think one can start to get an idea from what you are telling us why people ( and women in particular) end up sharing a strong bond with Serge, because they have shared something of themselves in a very trusting way with him directly or indirectly. That bond of trust is reciprocated once they have given themselves over to sharing their pain and past with Serge.
The 'disinhibition' you speak of that occurs at the retreats is a sure sign of a cult. That is sharing yourself personally to a much larger group and it builds bonds of trust and connection with other people that normally would not happen. ( eventually replacing the trust and intimacy normally shared with partners and family members)
I am sure that Serge encourages that and also I am sure he would single people out for special attention, which would give them a sense of importance to the group. ( and then at times admonish them gently or harshly in a give and take away type game that keeps people tied to group and him) But i look forward to your next istallment on that...
I also agree with you that there is some
glaring professional issues which makes my mind boggle when the students harp on about 'total integrity and professionalism' ( but of course is related to the above) He crosses lines no one else would be allowed or dare to if they were a member of a regulated organisation. Furthermore, I have heard from students things they have been told which are staggeringly stupid and dangerous notions even in the mind of a sophisticated thinker and triply so in someone who is trusting and a little more niave. ( as some of these people have been. Not to say they all are of course) These students use these ideas for parenting, relationships, eating, everything....and make life decisions based on ideas given to them about past lives and future karma and incarnations which to paraphrase Serge is "utterly ridiculous"- ( this is not entirely disimiliar to sacrificing yourself because you are going to be rewarded with nine vestal virgins in the next plane of existance)
For me the problem with it all as a way of living boils down to two simple things. That not one of the students is living in the NOW where their real lives are happening, and none of them that I have observed have been EMPOWERED to expand IN THEMSELVES which would would unique and beautiful. There is nothing in Serge's doctrines or ideas that give them to the tools to do so...in fact he actively discourages self exploration ( meditation, other ideas, philosophies, your own instincts or thoughts [as they are not your own]) and instead they all become clones of each other and little mirrors of Serge using his words and ideas and deferring to him for each thought and decisions and constantly rushing to attend his every event because he presents something 'new'- dutifully recording his words like they are gospel and then sending them to each other with **AMAZING** as a footnote.
It is actually a life of servitude to his ideas that comes at a dear cost. These 'students', now across the world, all studying his 6 volumes of derivative and twisted 'ancient wisdom', filling their heads with his lectures and notes trying to grasp something that cannot be grapsed because it only exists between Serge's ears as ideas dancing around whimsically to serve his own ego and view of himself.
I am all for people working on themselves. On their REAL issues. And for doing things that EXPAND them in to being their AUTHENTIC self, wiser, more self reflective, less needy of other people, with less constructs and ideas to hold them back from seeing the truth...which is a lot simpler than anything these guys have lost themselve in.
Thanks Venus darkly
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Ps- I know quite a rave but it really shits me how far off track these people are and how Serge keeps leading them further away. I am not saying I know the truth, but I recognise what isn't.