Right ?? Then blaming Yasp kids that Kane’s umbilical cord being wrapped around his neck was our fault .... oh my coo coo birds Well. I still think Gary is gay. Thanks for replying.
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Quick question Is gary gay ? And is Silas his lover Is that why they ran off to Israel together God please stay over there if you did flee the country Wouldn’t it be funny if gary truly is gay and shunned his own daughter okay step daughter for being gay. When in fact there is nothing wrong with it. Lol. Good times
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Northern gate Yes!!! 100% possible. As a child and born into the cult..: we were most definitely held against our will. Not a complicated question at all. The answer is yes
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Had to share... so my nephew was at Shiloh helping with getting more stuff out of the building prior to it being torn down. He said he was lifting 100# boxes of coins. Boxes of pennies ... and other coins .. but boxes and boxes of coins which were being taken to the bank to cash in. What??? Why was the fantasy kingdom Hoarding coins. The boxes of pennies alone cashed out to almost $100 T
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And correct kboy... isreal will never take them serious. They are not spiritual people
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New place is Israel ?? Why not he says. I just realized that since I grew up in fantasy and viewed a Gary as a God and all knowing God but always thought his sermons were confusing. Bahahahaha Bc his sermons were in fact all riddles. Literally. I can now listen to a tape without getting triggered and really hear what he is saying. And it’s literally a whole lot of NOTHING... he’s thinki
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Omg you are right. I forgot about Rick being infatuate with Disneyland and Always talking like Donald Duck bahahahahahahaba So my journey now is remembering what was the primary message about a situation when I was little. And remind myself what is real TODAY
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I believe the rumor of Kalona yo he true. My mother Linda said these same things to my sister. When my sister told her that it’s pretty fucked yup that Gary couldn’t even leave $$$ to keep these faculties going for the die Hard who still believe the kingdom is coming. She replied “the living word is my DNA”. Yikes You see that... that right there is the epitome of having reality and fantasy
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Thank you Onion Mary The only wrong detail is Bob and Scott did not use a paddle to hit me. They used their hands. Now as a young 11 year old girl ;that was worse. Their hands were suppose to be imparting wisdom and gods message by laying hands on me And now where beating me..: literally Interesting times. Their imprint , their abuse shaped me to be a victim. I saw the world with victi
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I’ve learned that trauma is stored in the body. I originally was treated for PTSD with traditional medication and talk therapy. It wasn’t until I got into body work that my mind started healing / re-wiring Amongst healing body work is chanting , yoga, theatre , aka WORSHIP I worshiped bc it felt good. However that was when I was the most “open” The abuse co-occurring with natural healing
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Huh I hadn’t read anything Re: Dan Rathers So I just did Interesting maybe? I find myself asking “dan May have covered a lot of cults but was he ever raised in one?” Also , he is just using cults as a lever for personally hating the president..
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I’ve even forgiven Gary and others for being so fucked up. They truly thought they were doing “good” in my opinion . Understanding why they behaved in such “evil” frees me of hating them or anyone whom still love them . Hate is a self protection and I’ve learned I don’t have to protect myself anymore. They don’t Dictate my life anymore I can live my own life and make my own decisions without
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Nancy Thank you for sharing You couldn’t be more spot on I’ll never forget my dad saying if we didn’t end up in the living word cult we would have ended up in another one bc there were so many happening during the time of the 60’s 70’s. And now when you look around , lots of cults are ending. Including ours. Thank god. It all had a purpose. A reason ... and now it’s over ... The puzzl
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I’m so sick of being related to people that support “the walk” That I actually share my DNA with brainwashed abusers... it’s rough
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