Re: Soka Gakkai International -- SGI
Date: April 30, 2012 08:25PM
Hello to Everyone,
After having lurked around here for the last week or so, I just finished reading all 393 pages of posts. Before making my own first post, which I am very excited about doing, I wanted to first read every post thats been made here. In doing so, my mind was completely flooded with so many memories that came rushing back fast as a mountain river. I found reading through all the posts quite mesmerizing, almost to the point of being addictive. It's amazing just how much we share in common here on the board, and I have been anxiously waiting for the opportunity to join in while going through the process of finishing all of your fine postings. I find it somewhat auspicious that I finally finished the review process of all the postings, applied for my member verification process, and began to pen my first post on April 28th, a significant day in Nichiren Buddhism.
First of all, a special thanks to each and every poster for their numerous and insightful contributions, especially Tsukimoto, Nichijew, Rothaus, Evergreen, DrJesus, SGBye, Sparky, Anitcult, Sushigirl, Shavoy, Watakka1, Quiet one, Blue Lady, and many others too numerous to mention. I am thrilled to discover so many kindred spirits. I have experienced great anger, relief, joy, and inspiration while reading about your experiences, insights, and opinions, which so closely mirror my own. What a wonderful support group you have been for so many people, now myself included. How refreshing to find such a beautiful and compassionate group of truthseeking jewels who are courageous enough to speak out against the madness of the Ikeda Cult. I no longer feel so isolated in my lonely struggle against this bait and switch cult of BINOs (Buddhists-in-name-only).
I joined NSA 40 years ago while still in college, and held the position of Texas Chapter chief early during my first three years of practice. Approaching buddhism on my own volition with a seeking mind and great enthusiasm, I sought out NSA just in time to be swept up by the Shohondo Completion Tozan in '72, and was quickly fast tracked into being both a district leader and a YMD senior leader (butaicho) before even learning to do gongyo. I went taiten after the first three years of subjecting myself to severe cult abuse, otherwise known as "training". But being deeply addicted to the SGI frame, I came and went repeatedly over the course of three decades. Not knowing where else to turn, I was getting re-hooked each time I introduced a person to the practice and returned to the organization in order to facilitate my shakabuku's receiving the Gohonzon (as I had been programed to do). Due to my swift running river of denial, it took a very long time to admit to myself that SGI/NSA was really and truely a genuine cult. De-programing myself from the SGI cult has been a very solitary and lonely work in progress, and even now I still find some of the old "frames" lurking about in my thinking. That's why I am so thankful for this board, which has allowed me an opportunity to do some heavy house cleaning of any cult junk still hiding in the corners of my mind. Your posts have also inspired me to begin drafting a book about my SGI/NSA experiences. It's working title is, "Cult of the Master" and is subtitled "Memoirs of a Texas Buddhist". When it is completed, I may offer it for sale to the general public, but I intend to somehow find a way to make it available to select friends online for no charge.
As a musician (please PM me for my original music website addy), I find practicing Buddhism is akin to playing music. One can practice alone, yet it is so much more rewarding and fun to practice with others. There is no need for one to be so dependent on finding others to play with, just pick up your instrument (or voice) and use it! You will still benefit from the joy of practicing, even if you are alone. The development of good practice habits will insure your ability to continue far into the future. And when you are actually with fellow practitioners, you will be able to blend and harmonize together with great joy, due to your strong foundation based on a joyful and healthy practice. I always say, never let fear or negative experiences stop you from becoming one with yourself through your instrument. Music and buddhahood are both inherently within us, and cannot be destroyed by any outside force or influence unless we first allow it. No master, or organization owns either music or the Law. Nor can anyone withhold music or the Law or even Buddhahood itself from you. It is already within you, waiting to be brought out.
Now let me speak directly to those of you who may still be unsure or still on the fence regarding leaving SGI/NSA. First, remember that the SGI organization and chanting are two separate things. You can choose one and discard the other. Then please ask yourself, why would anyone need to be so dependant on another person (or organization) to develope their own life condition? The path to Awareness is an internal one, so why turn over control of your life to a personality cult? The answer: it is neither necessary or desirable. How can declaring yourself a deciple of anyone prevent or facilitate your own path to enlighenment? Why does SGI/NSA refuse to account for billions in donations? How much more effort (money, time, sweat, and blood and a constantly escalating distraction through doing even more chanting and doing even more activities) can be realistically expected of you by HQ leaders? Why is it you can never do enough? It probably wasn't your intention to get sucked into a cult, but it is imperative that you see through the "fog of war" and understand that your mind has been conditioned. You are a victim of "switch and bait" tactics. People with evil motives want to control your mind, your body, your time, and your money - they care nothing about you, your well being, or your happiness and well-being. Where are all those "friends" that gathered around you when you were a brand new member? Bait and switch. Now there are new "friends" interested in you. Will you continue to follow every guidance received from an energy vampire that only wants to stick a straw in you and suck everything you have right out?
Many people came into the SGI/NSA organization expecting to find buddhistic peace and harmony for themselves and for the world, only to eventually bug out after finding a war is/was being waged upon them. Don't let them use you any longer. Stop listening to the superstitious lies that insist you will fall into hell if you leave the organization, or if you dont tow the party line, or don't follow every guidance. Do not allow fear and threats to rule your heart and mind. Its okay to think for yourself again. A determined mind can accomplish great things. Break yourself free from the shackles of slavery. If you do not take action to save yourself, your head may indeed eventually be broken into seven pieces (as in you may go crazy). Step away from the loneliness, the duplicity, and the madness that already surrounds you as an SGI/NSA member. Take back the authority to call your own shots that was surrendered when you were captured. Let us all, as victims of tyranny and injustice, follow the historic example of Spartacus. Muster up our courage, raise our sword of faith, and forever cut the evil bindings that enslaved our minds and hearts. Courage over fear! Reason over dogma!
Lastly, I seem to be the only one here that knows about another important piece of the puzzle regarding George Williams' forced retirement. Sadanaga's family was KOREAN, not japanese. Racial prejudice was surely a factor in the downfall of NSA's first Gen. Director. Ikeda and the top brass at HQ probably hated Williams not only because of his popularity with American members, but because he was Korean (a second class citizen in the eyes of Japanese culture). That's the kind of racial secret that HQ will never be allowed to see the light of day, in order to protect SG's all important image. Any or all the other postulations may be true as well, but I can easily see his being of Korean ancestry as the primary reason to get rid of, and now to demonize and erase Williams from SGI/NSA history. How 'bout zatto? Don't you think so? AAO! AAO! AAO!
I look forward to your future posts and replies. Please feel free to PM me with any questions or comments.
Peace,
SPARTACUS