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It's tough balancing my responsibilities to my husband, and my responsibilites to myself.
That's how it was with my sister. After a couple years of being criticized and admonished by her (and some serious betrayals that had not happened our entire 5 decades), I realized that I felt abused by her and decided that my responsibility to myself took precedence. I stopped trying to have the relationship we used to have; I finally could see that it was over. As much as I didn't want to believe it was over, there was some relief in finally admitting it. I felt as if I'd been beating my head against a wall and it felt better to stop. Trying to have the old relationship with the new person was taking its toll on me.
It sickens me to know that this story happens frequently after someone goes through an lgat. My sister thinks our story stands alone and relates to our own history. She does not know (and I think does not want to know because she denies it when I tell her what I've learned) that what we experienced is much bigger than the two of us. She thinks the lgat is a negligible factor in the breakdown of our relationship of decades. I remind her that before the lgat we had managed to keep our relationship going through thick and thin. But it couldn't withstand the destructiveness of an lgat.
Reading about the larger pattern of the lgat effect on relationships, via individual stories here, has helped me make sense of something that made no sense to me and tormented me for a few years.