Another Christmas without the "Magical Caroling Truck". Wouldn't it have been fun to explain to newspeople that we don't celebrate Christmas and that's why we could work ourselves to death on Christmas Eve instead of spending time with our actual family? Maybe it should have been called The Chief Narcissist's Prey Truck. Oh well. Still hoping for some form of justice
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corboy Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Hey, Reepicheep, that's fascinating! > > Did the 23andMe report slip say 'Ashkenazi > Jewish'? Or did it report by region such as > Russian, Galician, German Jewish? > > Surprises abound My first cousin did 23andMe. He > already knew he was Askenazi. His report indicated >
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Changedagain wrote: It's sad that the prophetic standards are apparently so low, that he can get all of his prophesies wrong and still be considered one of the leading "prophetic voices" to this generation. Well, at least in his own mind. :) ************************** Agree. Also, his fixation on the "Jewish roots" of his followers is nothing more than cultural a
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Changed, I really appreciate how you have been curating and reposting important posts from varous individuals. Thank you. Onion's letter to Gary is dynamite. After all the information that has come out, I'm a bit surprised (even though I shouldn't be) that Gary Hargrave is making these outrageous claims about himself: "One of the leading prophetic voices to our generatio
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- "ForgottenIA: Thankfully some members have reached out and helped me see that there is much more than the face value of the term "cult", and that many former members are actually very incredible and hospitable individuals." That's surprising? Oh my. ************************ Forgo
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In June of 2021, I posted this obsevation after rereading recoverdfinally's post. Re: The Living Word Fellowship, The Walk, John Robert Stevens Posted by: Reepicheep () Date: June 16, 2021 08:48AM The above stories reported regarding YASP in Shiloh are very much in keeping with what I know to be true. I know for a fact that young people in the program fainted, had heat exhaustion, an
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Hi ForgottenIA, > I suspect most people who have been involved with > Shiloh and have written about their experience in > this forum (now at 1197 pages) are mentally and > emotionally exhausted addressing this topic. The > very first post here, back in 2004, was focused on > Shiloh and the
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Special anniversary today! It has been three years since Shalom posted her Facebook post that went viral. I'm so thankful for her. And I'm so thankful for all the rest of you too.
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Dahlia Lost, I'm so glad that you posted here. I knew you and your sister very well. I'm sending you a PM. I did not know that you were mistreated. I'm so sorry. : (
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Also, Marilyn claimed that she cleaned bathrooms in the early days of the Valley church (CLW). That story is utterly laughable, IMO. In fact, I'm laughing right now.
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- Reep, I vaguely recall each one of them having a story that indicated they did a bit of manual labor. John mentioned in the early days of South Gate, while working on the church, he hammered him thumb rather than a nail...a folksy tidbit he included in sermons a few times. Gary claimed he did carpentry work at the SD
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- Chicken catching? At least I was spared that. Posted by: fool me twice Date: March 23, 2019 08:01AM kbyrne wrote: Yes, and add to that not just the free labor, sub-minimum wage, but the money that was made FOR TLW from kingdom businesses. I don't know how many times I went "chicken catching."
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > From January, 2016: > > Posted by: TheJewel > Date: January 09, 2016 03:51AM > > I wanted to make a comment in answer to someone’s > post (too lazy to go back and hunt down who) > regarding whether JRS was a member of the John > Birch Society. While I cannot say one way or the >
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Thank you Larry Bobo and thank you, Changed. I have been called a nephilim a few times (even on this forum). I have decided to look at this as a badge of honor for standing with those who have been hurt by the cowardly leaders of TLWF. Yay to all my fellow nephs! Go team!
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Wow! So many readers, commenters and deep > thinkers. Go Team Neph! > > Yes. I'm betting that God identifies more with > Team Neph and Team Jez, than he does with Team > VIP. No idea about Team Shitfaced. I think you're right. ; )
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Posted by: dbc Date: August 20, 2021 09:57PM Still checking in, Reep. Some perspective and the long view is always helpful. I think we all feel a bit sheepish about being so duped, so naïve, but we were living our lives with passion and it felt so right. The fault is not ours but the ones who led us over the cliff so cynically. We sacrificed family relationships, careers, friendships, and yea
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Posted by: changedagain Date: August 27, 2021 09:52AM Present stats: Comments: 11,913 Page views: 2,529,751 Nephilim participating: seems like quite a few :) Wow! So many readers, commenters and deep thinkers. Go Team Neph!
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dbc Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Thanks for digging that up and reposting. The > damage has not abated. The perpetrators got off > scot free. Many gave up the best years of their > lives. "There's a place for us ...." we have to > move forward and reclaim our essence - but that's > so difficult to do as a deliberate
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Thank you again 4generation for this clear and > powerful post from December of 2019. Hope you are > doing well. Posted by: 4generation Date: December 28, 2019 12:28AM Welcome Powertrip, so good to see another brazilian posting here. Unfortunately what you shared with us is not a surprise to me
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From kBOY's WALK TALK Lexicon: Victory Siege = The heyday of Shiloh (summer of 1979--400+ people living in building) storming Heaven attempting to give God a black eye I always think of this when I hear "Under His Eye" in Handmaid's Tale. But really all the heaven stormers achieved was making themselves hoarse and giving themselves PTSD. And God help the poor children wh
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From post by: Wasted Date: October 30, 2020 03:28PM "My experience as a kid (0-18) was really nothing negative towards me. However, I learned things that happened to my parents once the Shalom letter came out that I never knew. For example: my mom was told not to further her career and education, but to focus on giving her paycheck to the church (her full paycheck) to support the kingdom
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I have a question. Whenever someone submitted something, especially during the G&M era, ministries would say they would "pray" about it or "wait on the Lord" about it. Did anyone actually observe this prayer and waiting on the Lord happen...ever?
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The above stories reported regarding YASP in Shiloh are very much in keeping with what I know to be true. I know for a fact that young people in the program fainted, had heat exhaustion, and suffered other serious ailments from doing hours of hard manual labor in the Iowa heat and humidity. I became ill once while guarding the front gate, and I wasn't doing hard labor in the blazing sun...ju
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I happen to have an old First Principles and a new one from the most recent edition printed in 1999. They polished up the whole thing, but I was especially looking at Lesson 39: Babylon. It was changed considerably and sanitized of many of the references to Mary the mother of Jesus being compared to Semiramus, queen of heaven. For example, roman numeral III went from "Let us further examine
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Silas wrote: > Hargrave and Esteves were interviewed for > Catholic radio and television, reaching out to > over ten million believers in all of Brazil and > the world, before being escorted to hold a private > audience with Cardinal Dom Orani. > > Incredible I believe that JRS is
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > with the 1,100 confessions and 1,200 > conversions. > > That's quite a bit. Yes. I would say that it is.
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Changedagain wrote: LOL I wonder if these men of God are still dear friends? Maybe something happened that put a strain on their relationship. **************** Yes, I wonder too. LOL! I wonder if they still cover up for little Ricky Holbrook?
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changedagain Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > I sure don't miss all the pressure to exalt top > leadership while in TLWF. Silas was one of the > biggest proponents of it...being a recipient, of > course. > > Post from March of 2017: > > Celebration of Oneness through the Holy Spirit > By Silas Esteves March 2nd, 2017 &g
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And the corollary: Be glad that you saw the crazy and got the hell out. Go forth and enjoy being a worthwhile human. ; )
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All I can say is, once you see the crazy, you can't unsee it. Keep your BS detectors tuned up. There's a LOT of crazy out there.
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