I do not know anything of this cult but I do feeling giving some advice. Do not blame yourself. Always stay positive and hang out with that rational friend of yours. I believe that we can learn from ALL things good and bad......I bet this will make you a much stronger person in the long run. Be good to yourself and smile always.
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I was part of a Sterling Mens Division. I did my weekend in July 2008. I was lured to the first meeting by thinking someone I knew wanted me to come and hang out with the guys. Right away I realized it was a mens club when we had to circle up. It seemed great at first. I was on a journey to find myself as a person I could be proud to be.....that is a long story in itself. So after that I went to
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