I've had no desire to meditate since leaving my spiritual teacher. I wanted to throw the baby out with the bath water, as it were, and, for good measure, throw out the bathtub, the soap, towels, etc.! For several years I did meditation practices that focused my breathing, and now, in any random moment of inner quiet, I find my attention going to my breath.This would not be a "bad"
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