I did not make some peaceful posts in order to create a Tsunami. I just shared how I have been feeling lately about the cult and how the emotions were destroying me and my heart. Run Forest Run, I often come here with a spirit of defeat? I guess I have earned another label. And I should leave and let those who fight the good fight do their job? Let us not feel too much like some marvel super
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Yes this is the way I felt too. I thought it is my job to deliver the karma or get revenge for the pain the had imposed upon me. Whatever the hell karma is, trying to make other people pay because the so called divine forces don’t give a damn, has been costly. I confronted a family member abuser. And I realized it is easier for me to suffer than to make a person pay for what they have done t
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Culthusiast. Let it go. The guru in that process will always be seen as perfect and pure. Nobody will ever have the courage to see the “dark” side of SoI. Those who do, are no longer there obviously. Devotees are absolutely blinded by bliss and the power of illusion. So RIP. They are happy in their service and hope of getting of the will. They will never recognize spiritual abuse because abus
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Hi Frandee, Thank you for your kind words. KC is a powerful path with many positive aspects. But it has been transformed into a cultic setting and it is not truly a practical path for this age. I feel as though I have made peace with the spiritual abuse. Hopefully people will understand that spiritual life should not be so painful. Take care.
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I said I would never post here and I meant it. I just wanted to say that purging the hurt and abuse here, has been quite healing. And exposing the nasty aspects of SoI is crucial. To both new comers as well as those who are in. They must understand that their actions have consequences and clean their acts. But what I have realized is that we can either grow and kearn from painful experiences
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Let us not get too technical. I am beyond the Vedas BS. I play the game at a very different level. And let us stop speaking in riddles. I cannot even be understood in here. I know very well what is up. I have chosen to enter at war with the so called gods and they are not just some pics on the wall. They are nasty as hell and do present themselves as such in every scripture by punishing humans
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I have been often mocked and belittled in here for saying that when you retaliate against the science of identity, something bad happens. This is of course my experience and it cannot be just coincidence. It is a pattern that I have noticed in my life way too often to think it is jut random. But I do it anyways because it is the right thing to do and I also have to take revenge for what they
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Sorry! I just saw my post. It is typo galore. I need to put auto correct on. I am not sure why I did not read it again. The leasers. Lol! I hope you will figure out what I meant. I may have been in a trance or something. Anyway. Time to slowly let go. If thy ever dare touching anybody here on this forum with legal actions, here is what awaits them. They have broken many immigration laws. An
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I thoughy about what you said. That my post were triggering. Id it is because they remind one of their own experiences, I am sorry. There is nothing I can do about it. I am a very raw and honest person. And also someone who may one day write a book. I do not really care about privacy because this role I play is not me. When I die, the souk will go onto other adventures. It is important tha
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Imagine how it feels discovering the person you loved and trust the most on the planet, is a fraudster, abuser, user… And that his minions such as midgett are also on it indirectly. I had to stand against souls I had the greatest respect for. Yes it is heavy stuff. I lost some of the greatest and kindest friends. I will be more tolerant toward all those who enter this forum. Appologies to al
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Frozen Nick, sorry about your experiences. And thank you for your kind note. You are not alone. And I am here anytime you need to talk. We can even communicate outside of the forum. I will for sure help you in any way possible. I lash out easily because I have been a doormat all my life and asides from spititual abuse, I carry abuse from my own family. Processing it all take so much courage.
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When you know the whole truth about them and have aeen so much with your eyes, it is almost toxic to even think about them. It actually gives you nausea. That level of lies, secrecy, hypocrisy, elitism, favoritism… Forget about spiritual etiquettes. Even on a level of moral codes. I went too far insulting Baklava das, but I hate it how some of them have created heaven on earth, while others are
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Yes. Johnny is quite the rock star. Who would say no to this life of spiritual jetset? Adoration, international travel, bliss, marry your kid to whoever the hell you want, get the best food, massages… While madam is enjoying the skiing, some people are contemplating suicide. POS coward! May I never see his filthy face again.
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Today we celebrate the birth of a transcendental human trafficker. Someone who imports free labor to wash his and his wive’s toilets. I heard that one of the devotees would eat ice cream before going to clean his house. You know why? Because it would help her to go to the washroom before hand. Knwoing that she would be stranded for hours without being able to use the washroom. This is the m
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The Sir is from the philippines I think. Otherwise they would have never given them these titles. But the title Madam would be better. They only have the phisiology of men. According to the vedic principles, men are the ones who should give protection. When you have a guru who possesses all the siddhis who needs 40 armed men, what do you expect of his minions? Lmao! Madam Midgett has watc
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And people take advantage of this being a monitored forum. Because if one come to me face to face calling me annoying and hollier than everybody else. Telling me that I am no better than Iskcon, it will get a bit ugly. Let us not be dogital warriors I have battled demonic forces that could send most people to the psych ward for a year. I can assure you that no human can intimidate me. I am
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I kept my mailbox full on purpose. I do not really want to get PMs. But no worries. All is all good. No hard feelings. I have been way too often attacked in here. Apparently annoying many. Unfortunately I cannot please everybody. If my personality and stories bother people it is their business. My business is to make butler and his minions understand that some of us are not afraid of them. I
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I remember a devotee tell me with a huge smile of satisfaction: “One of Prahbupada’s disciples took advantage of being in prison, to preach”. I did not know it was Bowler. 14 years in jail for this lunatic. What can be more sad? I guess hashish (or MJ) is the perfect thing to sell if you chant. It gradulaly wipes the memory pretty much like they wipe our memory when we enter in this world.
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Let us be honest. When you are super serious about this path, it is like prison. You must be in prison in order to get out of prison. When I look back I wonder how the actual hell did I sign up for that level of control. Humans down the road will not buy that level of strictness. And maybe there will be more disclosures about many things that have been hidden from us. We have no clue where w
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Yes dying without 100 cm makeup can be quite painful in some cases. And when butler and his nightingale wife finally leave their slave master shell of a body, the Evian, mask, gloves, tinfoil, makeup industry will get hit hard. I wonder if the old foold who step in when these paraistes die, will be as demanding as their fake idols. When the serious oldies all leave, I am not sure how long th
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The poor SoI devotes will spend their lives getting boosted and worrying about new diseases such as monkeypox. Diseases have always mattered much more than spiritual advancement in that group. Imagine how miserable material life and relations can be, that humans consider that to be spiritual life and happiness. This is truly a sad sign.
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What is truly amazing in the krishna cult is that the abusers will die in all glory and have people shed tears for them. It is all about how much of a good pimp you have been for gurudeva. How many people you have introduced as free slaves to wailana and facilitated sweatshops in your house. Who gives a damn how many souls you have destroyed or turned into atheists? It was their fault, the
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I have been thinking about fear quite a bit recently. I feel that in general, it is needed to some extent. Imagine if there were no legal consequences or spiritual consequences to some horrible actions. A healthy dose of fear in order to act more decently is not a huge deal. However that kind of fear that makes you walk on eggshells is something else. If we are a moral being and try not to
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I was thinking that Krishna cons. is a positive thing is many ways. Like how it forces you to control your mind and thoughts. To be responsible for your actions… Try to always make the right decision that is not harmful to you and others… Since I have lost my faith and the desire to please god and guru 24/7, I am not as much of a sweet doormat. It is meant to make your life a bit easier in
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Leslie, thank you so much for your validation. I often pass for lunatic or I get on people’s nerves for trying and educate them on the supernatural aspects of this reality and krishna consciousness. I also wrote a post called the mystical powers that brought some of us… I explain how I even landed in that group. To be honest with you, the scifi level of my experience is next level. And I dou
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None of these fancy words. The process we entered in, was fear and salvery mixed with some joy, peace and bliss. The Western, decadent unqualified version which turns devotees into atheists. It is only the power of illusion that keeps people alive and ready to follow such toxic bs rules. If people woke up from the trance, butler and his wife would be busy washing their toilets. As I said
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It truly does not matter what we each think about the process. It is an individual experience. It is sad that after the nasty setting of SoI , we start to attack each other in here about our different views and our personal journeys on the path. I know that I can be an ass at times. The healing process from a lifetime of abuse is not easy. I am rebuilding a new version of myself and I guess
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It is quite shameful that empathic souls cannot feel safe in a setting that goes beyond the Christian values. This is truly the betrayal that cuts like a knife. How they just walk all over you when you actually act the way you are supposed to. This is why hostile enviroment such as SoI do not encourage one to safely attain the so called pure devotee goal. Imagine being a Haridas Thakura tha
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Finding a genuine saintly person in this age of corruption will be quite a rare thing. As I explained here many times, there is too much sentimentalities and extraordinary involved in this path in order for one to stay objective. When you let your emotions, synchronicties and some magical phenom guide you, you almost no longer have your own judgment going on. Imagine how many in the west have
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And one more thing. The mystic powers “crap” as you name it, are way more luring than anybody can imagine. And they can also be used to scare a person. It also depends how big or small the phenom is. Another thing that is very important to remember is that all “minds” are different. And yes we can get very tough to motivate others. We all know that the mind is a very powerful tool. It is
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