I have become convinced that over the last forty or so years, the one who lies at the bottom of all my difficulties has always been me. So many wrong decisions and choices. I had a deep love for JRS and spend years listening to reel to reel tapes, then the cassettes and all the books. I did feel deeply betrayed when we were tossed out, but I never could get my head around JRS's betrayal o
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I have never posted on this site before, but have checked in and read much of the dialogue over the past few years. I was in the Sepulveda church from 1972 to 1978. We lived in a garage on the corner of Aqueduct and Chase. I had to get permission to marry a woman who was very involved in the church when I met her, from her spiritual father John Stevens. We did get married in that church in the
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