This is hard for me, I do check im and read from time to time! It is nice to know that I am not alone in what I went thru after leaving the walk! (The walk left me) Does anyone go to church now? I have been to many but they all feel kinda dead! So I was looking dor advice on a "REAL CHURCH " a church with a real word and worship that feeds your spirit! i miss that! Molly
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so sad to hear this, I just found you and now i'm loosing you. lost again, thankypu for all the good you have done helpong the wounded spirit! Sincerely Teresa aka molly
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there are perhaps reasons I needed this church when It was my walk!, yes I have some horrible memories as well but many good. but my church folded I think due to the changes and I am thankful I wasn't there to witness the marriage of Gary and Marilyn,I felt it was so wrong for him to leave his wonderful wige Donna.My paster from Oregon left his wife also, Not Forbes but Shaw. My childhood ha
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lllyrose,not sure that is correct! but Hi, Yes I have fun memories of Francis, he was the jingle man! I got to visit his church and meet family, gosh it was so long ago, I remember he had a sweet little girl. How r u doing in life? not many people know what I went thru, I just wish my church would not have crashed like it did,!maybe I was lucky! I did see Gary and Marilyn online!!I just don'
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changedagain,Did!u live with Ed and Dotty also, wow if so what a crazy coincidence,by 1978 I was living in Renoldsburg. Did u live in Redmond? so!life goes on Right?I think i'm in shock and dont no what to say. I loved being in the church when I was there! I worked!in the tape room recording services, worked in all the businesses, learned alot of different skills. of course did my share of g
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I knew Francis Frangepan, I dont have internet so I have to do this on my ph.I wish I had more time!!!work gets in my way. I have a lot on my heart I would love to sort out with all of you who truly understand. My Paster who left was confused! I'm sure it had to do with the divorces in the walk, and things going wrong! But since I chose to be in the walk and was not borne into it! I refused
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I never knew where that pastor went, he left his flock,and I was in rebellion and kept my tapes and books and took a road trip to Maine! I hadn't read a paper, watched t.v or listened to a radio in years! talk about out of the loop!!! I felt like the Black lost sheep. My blood family lives in Oregon but since i wasnt allowed to see them I didn't go back there either, I guess I became an
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Yes it would have been great to stay on,but the church folded on me! It was hard for a long time! I sure wish I had found this site years ago! Happy to say I am fine now, sure felt like I was drowning for awhile with no life raft! I saw some picture of people I knew,blew me away! i wonder if I know you? ha
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hello, I am so happy to have found you! I was in the church for 9 years early70 till 1981.I've been looking for you.
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am I really on this site? been trying forever, I was in the walk for 9 years, back in the early 70to 1981, our paster told us to burn all our tapws and books and took a road trip and I never saw him again!I moved to Maine,tried to find anyone from the walk and then got on with lige. but one day I simply typed u in. i was so shocked and happy to find I was not the only one who survied this. I went
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