Hi Lone Flame,
you are not alone,try looking at <la gnosis develada> about the sect of SAW and translate the page.His plagiarism is a disgrace.Have a look at the gnostic laughter therapy page, very helpful. The English speaking world needs lots of warning so this cult makes no further advance in Europe,USA etc.
I was also too many years as missionary,instructor and priest until I started
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