I know where you are and I know how difficult it is to leave with your family. Been there, done that (look up my post)
It is an inner strength. Even now, I look back and wonder if it was really me. Which is me? Then or now? Or still not?
It hurts, still. When you are the leaver, you end up being the one who wears the weight on your shoulders for breaking u
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