I am sorry to hear about the "loss" of your friend. I think we can all more or less relate esclusivly to your story here. Can I suggest you continue to read the posts contained here - have hope though! In my experience the "symptoms" of the Forum doctrine acually start to wane and the fundamental mental processes which they would seek to take away (ie: rationality, opinions) w
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