My sister's first husband took a naked photo of my sister and my sister showed it to me. Also, when I was a little boy, my father took a photo of my bris and showed it to his father and my father's second wife. Everyone said, "Oh, Stanley." And if Rick permits this information publicly, (you can edit this out) my father's full name is Stanley Elliot Green. His Hebrew nam
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My father was always a fatalist claiming that the USA could get worse than Germany and he was a member of the NRA. He always had a lot of guns. In fact, last time I was at his apartment years ago, I know he has an illegal gun in the house. I even know where it is located. The authorities should be notified.
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Dad also hooked up my toboggan to the back of his car to give my sister Caryn and I a ride back from my father's carpool and friend who lived about 1 mile away. We both could have gotten killed by this. My sister insisted on being first. I complied sinsterly because I knew the snow would get in her face. It happened. Some times it pays to have a high IQ which I do. Anyway
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My sister was in the JDL and my dad bugged the phone and made tapes. I got the tape he made when a guy named Craig called up calling her a vile name. Some ahavas Yisroel. And I got my sister's threats that she was going to sick the "Chaya Squad" on me. They all weighed over 300 pounds and some of them were on steriod. She also threw a suprise birthday party for me when I w
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My father moved the family to Israel in '84 when his grandson was born. My nephew once told me, "My life is all screwed up and I can't unscrew it. I was crying over my nephew. Nevertheless, he perservered and is now a doctor. He went to the Yeshiva U Albert Einstein School of Medicine. From what I know he only knows his Bar Mitzvah portion. I discussed this with Rabbi Fried too.
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They tried to ruin his subsequent career too.
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I went to the office a few months ago, and as I came in eveyone was laughing at me. Why did I help them so much? What was in it for me? I cut out from Diaspora Yeshiva when Rabbi Goldstein didn't want to pay me. I got some things from ESWA but very little. More later.
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My nephew just got married and I was not there. My dad used to beat me with a belt that he tied in knots, hit me with his fists, etc. We have to change laws and lobby to stop this kind of abuse.
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He also played my sister and I against each other. She used to make up lies and tell them to him and I wonder if he beat me over them. He always called me a liar, etc. It seems to me that he should have gotten in trouble with the law years ago. We used to have an old car in the '60s when my sister and I were kids. She used to always take over the whole seat. She was Daddy's l
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In the old days, they helped me a little. I was highly esteemed and a legend in ESWA. They brought me from my home in Woodbridge township in NJ. Once, I ran out of food on my birthday and Mike Douglis made telephone calls all day to get someone to run food out to me. I lived about 12 miles from the New Brunswick office. The person who delivered the food was reticent to give it to me. I did a lot
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I have some knowledge of Mike Douglis, the Operations Manager at the New Brunswick, NJ office. He was arrested in that raid in NY. I asked him about it and he said it was "all lies." I asked him what the whole thing was all about and He said, "How should I know it was all lies?" The owner of his building got reports that he was sleeping in the building. He categoricall
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I notified the police of the organization the other day. I took back the CD burner I just donated. Mike Douglis, the Operations Manager who tried to destroy me, started screaming, "You donated that, it ours!" Well, my muscles are bigger than his. He realized he couldn't attack me and take it back. I still need to get back its power supply. I need it. Anyway, I think a full investig
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More:
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Here's a link the the FBI's file for ESWA
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I was at a holiday party last year and took a seat that was empty. All of a sudden, one of the workers who has done a lot less than me, screamed at me, "Get out of my seat!!!" Based on the way I was treated, I did not move. Someone else I had never seen before screamed "Get out of her seat!" Actually, I had a seat before that left to get some food because it was 2:00 PM and
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Quoteghostwriter1984There are several ESWA's affiliated with NATLFED. There are some who say it isn't a cult, others that say it didn't start out as one but became one, and others still who say it was a cult from day one. Former cadres will argue this point publicly as well as privately. If you are interested in a private conversation to exchange insights, that's fine. My
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Here's another ESWA website : I should have researched this more myself.
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The Operations Manager in New Brunswick told me that ESWA does not use the Internet. They why did I find this website: . Also they go to Board of Public Utilities meeting in New Brunswick and always lose. They have no solutions to my way of thinking and a lot of the people they help, in fact most of them locally, are illegal aliens.
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All of ESWA is affiliated with NATLFED. I have gotten donations and given them for their calendars too. ESWA operates underground, is anti capitalism, and reports no income taxes although they collect a lot of money. They also have a contact sheet when government officials like police come and investigate. It is all organized. Once I was even threatened by someone at ESWA. I don't
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I decided to research ESWA on line with the aid of a state based library research service at my public library. I was told that only negative feedback was reported on line. I have worked for ESWA since '99. I did tables, bucket drives, organizing drives, did Worker benefit Council Meetings, donated food, clothing, toys, computer equipment and electronics. I poured my heart and soul
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The same rabbi also said that if a person doesn't keep Shabbos they can't be trusted and also said that if a Jew has non-kosher food, he or she doesn't really own it anyway.
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I went to a local shul when I needed help. It is listed as an Orthodox shul in some guides to the area. The rabbi of the shul told me, "There's no such thing as an Orthodox Jew! There are Jews who are shomer mitvos and Jews who are not shomer mitzvos (Jews who keep the law of the Torah and Jews who don't). Obviously, he never read this site for my opinion.
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I have the churches address and telephone # if anyone wants it. Tell them what you think.
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When Hickman decided to Judaize and he first started using Hebrew in the services a number of the Jewish cult victims and I discussed how bad his Hebrew was. It was obvious that he wasn't what he claimed he was. Also, as his cult is spreading, we should be very vocal about how false the teachings are. I knew Hickman personally but decided to leave. He stole a speech from the Lubavitcher Rebb
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I think you have to confront them on a theological basis first. Galations discusses Judaizing and non-Jews do not have to and actually can't follow the laws of the Torah like a Jew does. Also, Christianity is about Jesus (or as some call him Yeshua) and not Jack Hickman. Furthermore, I spoke to someone at Chabad who told me that Hickman's mother was confronted and she said that Jack was
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Shy Yellin is the president of the Carlebach Shul (http://www.carlebachshul.org).
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Although I left Hickman in '78 I have a lot of nightmares about it. But my mom once told me, "That was the best one you had!"
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The University of Medicine and Dentistry of NJ gave me therapy as per Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. The government now knows what my father did to me. He was a very mentally as well as physically abusing parent.
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One night I was at the Carlebach Shul while I was living in a small town. I had to get the last train into my town. Shy Yellin wanted me to stay late to daven Maariv. I had to get home. When I told Shy I had to leave he kept telling me, "You're the best Holy Brother, you're the best!" What was I supposed to do? Was I supposed to say Shazam and fly home?
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The Carlebach Movement has been giving me the whole "Holy Brother" routine since '74. It's time for a change.
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