I am a little bewildered by your comment about an apostolic cult that you claim you were involved in. Not all apostolics are alike. Just like not all Baptist, Lutherns, ect....are alike.
I am an active member in an UPCI church and I can say that we are a loving accepting congregation. Grant it, I have attended churches that weren't in-line with the word of God; just their blind thurst
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