Amitao of course, you may copy. Forgive me but I do not want to join any more groups to share my past experiences with Mooji. I do not think my past life is so much important. There are days when past is really dead to me and I do not want to come back there. But If I have impolse to write about it then I am writing here and this is enough. Hey sarv. I do not know about his girlfriend and the
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@Gaja I’m familiar with your posts & glad to hear your situation has been improving, some things in life can take some time to process & move through. This was the decision you made when leaving him, to improve your situation. It’s great to hear you’re travelling in the right direction, I’m sure this will make you a stronger individual in the end. The unkind can be a lesson for the kind
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Sahara71, thank You :) I am getting better and better every year. I wish You are doing wonderful. "Has anyone seen Mooji this month? What is he doing? He was strangely absent on Guru Purnima Day" There is so many people who feel wronged by him. No wonder he is disappearing from public life. If so, this is good, no one anymore will suffer his hypnotic influence. Also, I hea
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Hi, Amitao, I would have to create facebook profile...I do not know yet, we will see.
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Mooji is not a true teacher, nor guru, nor holy... He is looking for validation from outside world(he didn't find yet his inner goodness and love and peace). Whenever he didn't get worship from me, he was getting a girl of similar look at his ashram as me and he told her to bow to his feet. He was very frustrated at that time of not getting what he wanted from me(I am glad I never bo
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I am addict of bliss. Whenever I suffer and I cannot accept my life circustamces or people I have to live with anymore(thier foolishness and extrime unkindness), I go to internet and I listen to a monk who is having love/bliss aura. Then I can feel it and I can sleep well. I am using him :( to feel better and forget bad stuff. I wish to experience void, nothingness rather than this mental
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Hi, thank You George so much for your post. I can relate so much. Some gurus and teachers see us as ego and they send this critical, hate perspective, and we tend to identify with their perspective. So we start this insane drive toward nothingness, being nothing and even niglecting our being human. I was there, I abused myself, I didn't care for myself, I was frustated, I felt not loved, w
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I would like to share here another observation(this is possible I said it before). I know this is shallow in terms of spirituality, where outlook is not importnat, but it cannot be hide that most of the gurus I checked in internet, strangely found lovers, partners who describe themselves as partners from prvious lives - who are very young and very atractive. I know people who find inner awakend
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> > If you don't take the hint, he will start talking > bad about you but still nice to you in your face. > It's called double headed holy cow. > > So true, so true. Remember how on satsangs, people were telling him his problems, so he was so nice, and patient with them, but when later he was reading letters from people, with the same problems, he was changin
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I think Mooji is not going to change. We all want him to be honest, decent, but every time I was feeling better and more joyfull I was coming back to follow Mooji, believing there was something wrong with my seeing and every time he was messing me up again, and again. 4 times. For 3 years I am not coming back anymore,and for 3 years I am not going crazy. Years ago there were in sundays "
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Hi Sahara, I saw those pictures unfortunetly and I fell back to the inner turmoil, how it use to feel in the past. I went through hell because of this being and seeing his happy face with girls is just...well I guess people like me, or others who committed suicides, perhaps doesn't matter. There is so much happiness for mooji, what for to bother with those who's lives he ruined. This
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Thank You dear Stefa, these quotes are beautiful.
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I understand how much manipulated I was by this so called guru Mooj. I had to go insane and suffer horrible guilt. Now I know Mooji did big mistakes and projected them on me, so he wouldn't have to take responsibility for what he did. I cried so many nights and I felt horrible pain of guilt and people could felt there is something bad going on with me, and they were treating me really bad. I
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Meditation can also be practiced during the day, as long as there is not falling into routine and doing in automatic way. While being aware, the work I considered to be heavy, without the thought - this work is so hard, this work became very light and easy. Or during car driving, instead, like before, being focused on the mind content,and I was getting home, or to work in automatic way,I do not
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corboy Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > > Add in the ego destabilizing script and that does > carry a risk of undesirable side effects. I would like to share something. Lately I noticed change in my personality. Meditation gave me impression there is actually not a personal me, although I sometimes get something personally, but very often I d
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So their show is going on... Lately I was thinking, no one is writhing here anything. It felt like Moo and his sangha...supplies are not existing. And really, if you are not thinking about something,or not giving to it attention, it is like it doesn't exist. And life become so peaceful without them.
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facet Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > > I wish you best Gaja. Wish you best :-) Thank you, the same to you :-)
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facet Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > > Let’s say I am worried about booking a holiday > because long term I may suffer financially, but > the person I confide in about this just says ‘it > doesn’t matter though, this is trivial’ and starts > to quote world atrocities. > > This is a person being an idiot, it’s not helping > i
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Hi, there is possibility I interpret something not the way it was meant to be... if so, maybe all people are being misunderstood. All people want only good, best for others. But also, Adya once said (I do not remember him being funny, if so, rarely, I picture him like priest giving a sermons), that humans in those times are being interested with triviality, things that do not matter, with
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Hey facet, I do not know what Adya is now. I'm not interested with him anymore, I do not trust him. He wanted more to criticize me, and have finished opinion about me, then I guess I can have finished opinion about him. But I know that many people like, and love him, maybe those who are as perfect with no fault like him. Well I'm no perfect, so this is no company for me.
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This is interesting, I will read it. Thanks for sharing.
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zizlz Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > > The reason I bring up the things I do is because > I've stepped in the Mooji/neo-advaita trap and > what he was teaching? As I remember, one girl on one of his satsangs was complaining about her boyfriend is not interested with sex as much as she does, even though the relationship is amazing, lovin
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Actually Ramana at the beginning was like that. No relationships, not interested with food, just mediating. Later when desciples build the ashram. He loved a lot people who were around him, also animals. But he wasn't in intimate relationship with a woman. I think he was not interested. I got this impression while reading the book.
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You know what? If enlightened people do not feel any sexual desire anymore, then why they get married? They may as well get best friend from the same gander and live, and spend the rest of their lives together. If for them it doesn't matter and they equally love all people... If they do not have any desires, then why all gurus are having their main servant to be a girl, much younger girl
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I do not know, but in my opinion if desire is mixed with love, there is nothing wrong with making babies, or having sex, when in truth this is not needed for being fulfilled already. This is like. If someone who is enlightened loves dogs, and is taking one, to take care of the dog, it doesn't make this one not enlightened. So if someone loves babies, and would like to have one...can adop
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zizlz, I'm so long in spirituality. I do not blame myself anymore if ego pops in, if day is a little off. I have still more to be thankful for...than complain about. Bliss is not something I pursue. It's something what happens when I stop check inside heart, take deep breath, I'm using it, every time I find myself lost in thinking, or I start to feel some suffering. I do not fe
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About social connections... I red few spiritual books, and I'm being fascinated with life of Ramana Maharishi. I wish I could find what Maharishi found, or Krishnamurti(who was extremly independent), or Eckhart Tolle who for years after his shift in consciousness was with no close relationships in his life, but he was so happy, and immersed in inner bliss. What about Maharishi, who
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zizlz Wrote: > I'm glad you're doing better, Gaja! Sounds like > you made a lot of progress. > > I think you'd be able to find a good > psychologist/psychiatrist in Poland if you feel > like therapy is something you want to try. I went to psychiatrist in hard time in my life, but doctor gave me pills, send home, all visit took 5 minutes, and cost much.
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zizlz Wrote: > > I think that without acceptance it's not possible > to move on. > Oh, no, is big progress right now. Yet some years ago I suffered like hell within. But I wasn't all good, and there was bad world outside, no no, I knew my insanity was taking over me. I use to deal with fear, or anger by giving often sarcastic or ironic comments, I thought this is
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zizlz Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > QuoteGaja > how did you felt this deep psychological suffering > ? Were you shivering from fear or crying from > loss, or ? Do you remember ? > > > It's very personal but I'm anonymous here so I > feel I can share it. I suffered from pretty bad > social anxiety, and as a result I
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