Dudley,
Someday, hopefully, not too long from now, you will look deep into your mind and realize the clown show of this cult. Hopefully it's not going to be too late to see and understand that the words and actions of Butler and his guru are false, misguided and basically nonsense. There is some good, obviously, but much of it is things you can readily apply your self if it seems helpful.
Forum:
"Cults," Sects, and "New Religious Movements"