Yes I can understand you. I'm in the point that I don't find any point in life because everything seems to be pointless, everyone speak bullshit, trust no one. I have thoughts to organize my own cult actually, In the whole its pretty interesting, mind controlling and manipulation is pretty easy in the end.
Forum: "Cults," Sects, and "New Religious Movements"

I don't see any wrong on using these "PUA skills", as they are exactly the same what really attracts woman. Basically they are teaching you to be confident, and that is what attracts woman.
Forum: "Cults," Sects, and "New Religious Movements"