Toni, I understand your desire to remove your posts. There are times where I feel the same. Usually it is during times of great stress. Life has it's normal stresses, you get bad news about someone or something, and you realize this is just too much. Speaking of stress... My sources that have information regarding the January 17th meeting, are too frightened and confused to say anythi
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The Miracle of Love has been in a period of "Calming" for the last few month, per directives from Kalindi. There have been no group meditations. For the first time ever there are no Intensives on the upcoming calendar. Kalindi, the leader, has been in seculsion. None knows where. She is receiving special energy from God at this time. So much special energy that it hard for her
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A friend of mine, still in MOL, told me that Franz arranges approriate couplings in MOL San Diego, perhaps throughout the country. Franz lives at one of the MOL houses in the San Diego area. Apparently these pairings are made so that those within the organization can meet their physical needs but still remain in support of the higher purposes of The Mission. If one becomes 'too attached
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She could be the most angelic, and also truly quasi-satanic. The drama she provided was part of the attraction. It was tintilating. Her behavior was all justified as part of breaking the Illusion that we keeps us captive in this world. Her irratic behavior was to help us to break free of the Illusion.
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The group you describe also sounds like Miracle of Love. Except MOL meets more often than you describe. The MOL founder, Kalindi, is alternately loving and abusive with the followers. Within the group, her abuse is accepted as 'facing your fears for your own growth, surrender to God' etc. When leaving the group, former members are truly fearful for the potential retaliation if they
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About the orgies: -Meditations during the intensive can get very sexual, because everybody is encouraged to let go of all the emotions and energies inside. In the beginning (1993 was my first intensive)Kalindi joined in and it got very wild. I remember my first intensive was also the first one with reviewers. The Saturday is the so called let "go day". Everybody get dressed up, "
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