Re: Employment issues, recovery techniques?
Date: December 13, 2009 02:38AM
It is exactly the problem I face, and it gets worse for me as I get older because now it is compounded by the bigotry we face as "agism". In some ways that helps, actually, and I have decided to keep my grey hair because the younger people just don't take an interest, but older people do want to know everyone's life story.
I think my anxiety is only half due to cult anxiety. Half is due to so many Oprah-addicts who want to be entertained by personal stories. I just want to be sarcastic to them, and that is not good for job retention, either
It is not realistic to place this in the realm of just psychological damage to my ability to trust, either. The cults that have been involved in criminal activities for years have strong roots in that world and I do live under the protective wing of law enforcement being aware of them. To quote one detective who came to my family's assistance over a stalker, "You know, your story is crazy and makes no sense at all. But you have named a couple of people we're watching and I want to know how you know them." He was a narc-homicide squad member, years ago. I described the cult dinners and meetings at which these people were key players. NatLFed is a major money launderer in the interesting world of politics and the underclass, after all. When the veil is finally pulled off that organization, people will see how much worse it was for NatLFed's victims in the "communities" and won't really care that much about all the wasted energy of the college trust-fund kids who holed up in New York to pretend to be revolutionary labor organizers.