Re: Trumpet Call of God
Date: June 13, 2011 09:57AM
endgame, pleased to have you posting here.
Many folk here (on this thread) are in desparate need of assistance. Many have loved ones involved.
I am "Snarky" by nature and I dislike the Evil Satanic Occultist known as Speed "Timothy" Rathbun and believe he is intentionaly misleading christians for his own insane (and most likely) commercial ($$$) interests.
Thank you for your story. Please tell us more if you can.
You were directly influenced with The Powerful PROFIT Timothy's indoctrination. Gladly, you were not indoctrinated.
Do you have other observations? Did others escape this cult (and yes...it qualifies as a cult).
Can you offer help and comfort to folks here who are suffering with loved ones involved?
I really don't know what help and/or comfort I can really offer to people here dealing with this cult. I haven't been in contact with members of this cult for over 4 years now. Anyone can message me if they like, as I'm already speaking privately with one individual off this site since posting my last message. I do not know of anyone escaping this cult. I pretty much had all ties cut with this cult once my relationship end with my girl friend at the time.
As in being directly influenced by Speed, I never gave him the chance to have a one on one sit down talk with me. I'm not going to call him Timothy because I believe it's all a lie and to refer to him as much is supporting the lie. I believe he wanted to talk directly to me on one occasion as a family event we were both attending, but I wanted no part of this guy. It was sufficent in blocking his attempts of recruiting my girlfriend at the time. I did not want to take it to that much of a conversational situation with him. After that I was targeted as a non-believer I suppose and my realtionship with the believing family members started to worsen.
Even before this event I began consulting highly spiritual friends in the christian faith. These people all said the same thing, as to avoid contact with him and his followers at all costs, as to go as far as ending the relationship with my girlfriend because she wouldn't cut ties with her believing family members. Anyone that knew me back then should have known better than myself backing down to this, and to loose this girl I cared for so much was the last thing I was going to allow. In the end though I did loose her. Pressure came from both sides, my family and hers. It was so much to deal with, and this being the first girl I had ever dated and cared so much for was really bringing me to a depressed and angry state. I had contemplated taking my own life when our relationship had ended. I truthfully was as close as I think someone could get without doing the deed. Looking back I realize how stupid it was to even think that.
Strange events had occured the last couple months of our relationship though. We had been fighting so hard to stay together, but it had seemed everything was against us at the time. The pressure from both sides of our families, money problems, the fights between the two of us, and everything else life throws at you. There is one specific event I will never forget. I have never told anyone about this, and I can't say if she had either... I swear to God what I'm about to say is true. One night my girlfriend and I had the worst fight of our lives over the phone. To the point of screaming, name calling, crying, everything that you want to take back once the fight is over. One of us ended hanging up on the other, I can't recall if it was her or me... I was in the basement of my mothers house on the bed and just wanted to fall asleep and forget about the bad fight we just had so I could cool off and call her in the morning. I thought it was kinda wierd she wasn't trying to call me back as she had always done no matter who hung up on whom. I shrugged it off and attempt to go to sleep. At about that time I started to get this strange feeling, that I wasn't alone in the room. As I laid there the feeling just got worse and worse. It wasn't a good feeling if it ever could be, thinking I'm in the same room with something I couldn't see but feel somehow. I was starting to get really scared now. I haven't researched any kind of demonic prescence, but all I could think was this was scaring the crap out of me and something was totally not right. It to the point where I ran outta the room and outside the house to call my girlfriend. She picked up the phone and was crying and just as scared as I was, she wanted to come over and pick me up, and I said yes. Once in the car she said she had tried calling me over and over again... but the only number that would show up on her cell phone screen was 6. I hadn't even told her about the what as I can explain as evil prescence in my room. Once I told her about that we were scard to death. We didn't know what to do. We kinda just made up then and there and spent the night together back at her place scared to death of what happened earlier. The feeling of the precence I felt went away after she came over and got me, and her phone worked fine when she tried it when I was in the car. I can only say that I hope I never have a feeling and/or event like this again in my life.
I'm not saying that I can trace lines to that verdict that Speed or his cult had something to do with this. I just think with all the conflicts we had had with the beliefs of this cult and it's members, and trying to stay on the right path of God with what I believe to be my correct sense of Christianity that something demonic seen it chance to do something... whatever it had planned I don't know...
I've had alot of reserve about posting this, and I do please hope ya'll don't think I'm blowing smoke up your dress... I just pray ya'll stay strong in your faith with God and trust in Jesus. This event may not have any direct tie to the Trumpet Call Of God cult and Speed, but I think it was triggered by the events in the two of ours' lifes, as to which pressure from this cult was not helping the fact.