For sure - back in the day I started in the 70's and it's like nothing I can relate too in today’s SGI - If I was just starting out and I was introduced to SGI. I would just keep walking. Ikeda and his ilk have killed any Buddhist movement that this organization may of had - : ( It’s now all about the money$$$$ - I have been receiving e-mail asking me for May contributions – not only that but saying I should double or triple my contributions because of all the financial hardships that are ongoing and I need to make every effort this MAY and give everything and then some to the SGI. I replied that the SGI should forgo this year collection and give to the many Japanese Relief Funds to help the people of Japan – Take a stand for Buddhist compassion instead of fattening the coffers of the SGI. Of course I have not gotten a reply to my response. Funny what a few decades make and having a top down Mentor like Ikeda… WHAT UP WITH THAT!!!!!Quote
simplify
Hi Backnforth, Hi everyone
I am new to the board but have been reading for several days. I am an SGI-UK member (District Leader) and am planning my (hopefully quiet) disengagement from the SGI. I have been trying to find out if I can carry on a practice independently and my web searches led me to this forum. I have stopped practicing once before - for some time - but found it very difficult to keep-up the part of the practice I find worthwhile on my own (ie chanting and a bit of studying of the lotus sutra and gosho) and I missed the good effects this had on me (Basically I am very lazy and need to chant with other people occasionally to keep going - same with yoga, need classes to keep it up!)
So when I step down from DL in preparation for leaving what I now believe is a cult, I'd like to find other like minded people to chant with occasionally. I've been researching other sects but don't think that is for me - I want out of these formal organisations. . Backnforth's post of a couple of weeks ago has inspired me to take the plunge and register for the forum:
"....Anyway, enough of that. Just today I was thinking it would be great if there was a web-site launched that provided a way to link folks together in their own towns or cities if they just simply want the old fashioned discussion groups with chanting, gongyo and the gosho. It could be called ex-SGI member Connection or True Lay Organization or something like that. One problem: Nam myoho renge kyo or Namu myoho renge kyo. This is a dilema."
I did see a link to a site for independents to get in touch with each other and will join that although it looks like it is aimed mainly at the USA. But maybe I'll find some Buddhists with similar views who are near me on there some day.
Although I am absolutely at the end of my tether with this Mentor Disciple bollox, I still respect and like many of the members and leaders I know in the organisation. Many of them are good people I've known for years, who I think genuinely aren't aware of just how rabidly cult-like SGI has become - especially those of us who have been practising for 20 years or more. Just like I didn't until recently (although for about 4-5 years I have been becoming increasingly uneasy). Some of them hold very 'senior' leadership roles, but seem oblivious to what is happening. It is quite clever, the insidious way that the practise we joined has become Soka Gakkai Ikeda. Although, disturbingly, I've seen the posts where as long as 30 years ago leaders were claiming Ikea is the Buddha, so maybe it was never the relaxed, friendly and flexible organisation I remember pre-M&D Ikeda personality cult days. Maybe because I was just a lowly member I was protected from all that?
I must say I feel a lot less wary of the weeks and months ahead as I extract myself from SGI now that I have found this board to come to, so thank you all very much for the cybersupport!
Simplify
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A couple of other thoughts -- someone posted about the way districts were split up, and not allowing to be in the district with your friends, etc. What a reminder! I had completely forgotten that this happened to me! And how upset I was at the time. Looking back, this really seems like cruel behavior, especially to people who are just getting started with a practice. (I think I had been chanting only a year when this happened). It really seems like the kinder thing to do would be to let people choose their own groups, and if redistribution of members was needed, to ask for volunteers to move around. It seems like a really harsh way to treat your members when you think about it.
Anyway -- I absolutely HAVE to stop thinking about this stuff and reading this thread and go get something else done. Thanks again to all of you here and TTYL.
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I used to miss the Community Center experience, but now I just keep remembering Danny Nagashima standing in the front telling us that we can't attain enlightenment without the right attitude toward the mentor. What BS the SGI has dreamed up. Talk to ya'll soon.
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backnforth
Did you know you can still worry, fret, complain, plan, critcize or whatever while you are chanting? I think that we are supposed to be observing our mind and we should quiet the mind as much as we can during daimoku. As I try to do this it's becoming more of a spiritual practice again, like when I first encountered it.
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Welcome Simplify and Sunmoonstars. It's great to welcome more newcomers. I too have been seriously reflecting about what to do with my mind while chanting. Did you know you can still worry, fret, complain, plan, critcize or whatever while you are chanting? I think that we are supposed to be observing our mind and we should quiet the mind as much as we can during daimoku. As I try to do this it's becoming more of a spiritual practice again, like when I first encountered it. I think the SGI has taken the spirituality out of Buddhism.
I'm not sure about registering on the website for Nichiren Buddhists yet. We'll see. My first impression was to be suspicious for some reason, not sure why yet so I'll wait. I've always had a disciplined daily practice so practicing more independently has not been difficult for me. I used to miss the Community Center experience, but now I just keep remembering Danny Nagashima standing in the front telling us that we can't attain enlightenment without the right attitude toward the mentor. What BS the SGI has dreamed up. The gosho is our clear roadmap to enlightenment. And it is clear to me now that observing the mind has to do with the present moment more than chanting for the pie in the sky.
Talk to ya'll soon.
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Hi Guys,
I'm sorry to keep talking so much. I guess I never really processed any of this stuff once I drifted away from the Gakkai. I just put it all in a box in the back of my head and didn't think about it and now it's all coming up. I guess I have to figure out now what I really think as opposed to what the Gakkai told me to think and it's causing me to think and write about it a lot!
I was thinking about being "strict" with yourself and it led to the question, being strict about what? So then I started thinking about the practice. As you guys all know, the Gakkai teaches that the basics of this Buddhism are faith, practice and study. That's not a bad start, I think. BUT, the kicker being, HOW exactly those are defined! The devil is ALWAYS in the details! and I think that's where the Gakkai starts to get it wrong.
Practice is defined as having two parts, practice for oneself and practice for others (I feel like I'm back at an introductory meeting all of a sudden! haha!)
Practice for oneself is gongyo and chanting. NOW we get to the part about where I start to not want to play "follow the leader" quite so much. When you go out and look at other faiths or other Buddhist schools there are all kinds of practices, i.e. all the different types of meditation, maybe doing mindful calligraphy, Sufi dancing, all those kinds of spiritual practices, on and on and on. Now, one thing I think is true is that we are all different kinds of people and we are wired differently and we respond to different things. I was at the dentist this morning and the hygienist was cleaning my teeth and it was tickling me and I laughed. She remarked that everyone has different reactions and one woman gets this really painful headache whenever she cleans her teeth. Amazing how we are all wired so differently! so I think, just based on my common sense and observation, that we as human beings are NOT "one size fits all" and therefore, recommendations for a personal spiritual practice should not be to do only one thing.
Also I think about what is like to train for my race .... yes, I am back to rowing again, maybe I will write a book, "Buddhism and the Art of Rowing," hahah. Anyway.... you don't just train for rowing by rowing -- although you do MOSTLY rowing -- but you can (and should) also do stationary rowing, weightlifting, stretching, and a proper diet. Now, do you do a lot of these things? No, you MOSTLY row, but a good balance of all of these other things is also necessary to help support your rowing. So. I am just not sure I can buy into the idea of chanting, and ONLY chanting, being the best practice.
Interestingly enough, I think I've probably just ruled out (for myself personally) some other Nichiren schools, with this particular insight. So be it. This is just my personal feeling, which is what I have to go by right now. And yes, I know Nichiren said "Only by chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo" with I am sure an emphasis on the ONLY... but, well, first of all I am not enough of a scholar to figure out if that emphasis is really what he meant or not, and second of all, I have to go by my own personal observations and my own life experiences to start off with and this is what my gut is telling me, that a spiritual practice should be focused but can and should also have some variety.
Next -- practice for others, which is introducing people to the faith and of course all of those meetings that they have. Here is where I think the SGI goes way, WAY off the rails. Pretty much 75% of the stuff they do -- ESPECIALLY when you are a leader -- could be constituted "practice for others." Calling people about meetings, organizing meetings, having meetings about meetings (YES ... having meetings about meetings... dear heavens, we did a LOT of that, didn't we? How stupid! Meetings about meetings!). All of that paperwork and managerial bullshit that goes into being a Gakkai leader.
I personally don't see how ANY of that leads to being enlightened. If it did, we would have a hell of a lot more enlightened Administrative Assistants and Project Managers running around. HAHAHA.
Now am I saying there's no such thing as practice for others? Of course not. No matter what your faith, you may of course be led to share it with others and discuss it with others in the spirit of lovingkindness if appropriate. BUT there is only so much you can do... and this certainly should not be your primary emphasis as it is for many of the Gakkai. According to the Parinirvana Sutra, the Buddha's last words were: "Decay is inherent in all component things! Work out your own salvation with diligence!" In other words, you've got to do it for yourself, nobody else is going to do it for you!
It also really blows me away that the Gakkai puts these leadership burdens, especially at the lower levels, on people that really might not be ready for this kind of thing. At least in my day, if you'd been around for awhile and you were any kind of organized person, poof! you're a leader. There was all this talk about "capable leaders for kosenrufu" -- remember that? What a crappy criteria for leadership. I mean really. CAPABLE leaders? In a spiritual organization? How about KIND leaders, COMPASSIONATE leaders, WISE leaders -- much better than CAPABLE leaders. Capable leaders -- hell, the Nazis were quite CAPABLE, that doesn't mean it's a GOOD thing. (Sorry for the Nazi thing, it just popped out. Although I think that Godwin's Law has already been invoked on this thread several times previously, haha).
Anyway. Leadership. Volatile stuff, and the Gakkai by and large did a lousy job handling it as far as I recall. You didn't have to be particularly wise or insightful to become a unit leader - just be able to parrot a basic vocabulary of Buddhist concepts and be able to organize stuff and follow orders. Quantity... not quality.... the name of the game. Ugh.
Onwards... into the fog! :) Peace.