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sierradawn
It's a shame that anyone would cut themselves off from God because of their experiences.....and I know some people that used to be in the church that have.....they spit on Jesus and religion, which is sad because they've associated Jesus with the Walk.
It is quite the paradigm shift to recognize the Jesus you thought you were serving is not Jesus at all. When I first left TLWF, I wanted nothing to do with God - I honestly thought He was messed up. I believed He should have honored my sincerity rather than my obedience to His word. As I began to sort things out, I discovered that where I obeyed His commands, things worked - where I did not obey them, they did not. His words are the plumb line - not what some human opinion says about His words - twisting them to use for their own benefit. There is much life and safety in the "red letters". I've come to see that to the extent I have allowed another to take the place of God, that is the degree of unnecessary suffering that has followed. Our minds know it is the frailties of humans, but somehow God ultimately gets blamed for it when our hearts are wounded. There is a reason Jesus said, "Call no man teacher, father, or leader - You have one, and it is the Christ, and you are all brothers." It makes it a little rough to build a church system (which I don't believe the kingdom is), but it sure opens the door to a deeper walk with Him.
BTW - A friend of mine that had once been involved in the occult before coming to know Jesus, visited a TLWF worship service and had to leave because of all the occult activity that was being called God's presence. I personaly believe John's interest in the occult resulted in open doors that were never meant to be opened in our Christian walk. The spiritual warefare that was used to encourage elitism now to me is an indication of disobedience in some area where there is an open door. Our immunity in Christ is tremendous. I had no idea how complete it is while in TLWF - life was always a battle. The distortion of submission to a human covering to protect against Satan not only does not work, it opens the door for Satan's activity when they take the place of God. If we are careful to obey God, the enemy will come at us one way, and flee seven. Satan must come, or we would not have the opportunity to manifest Christ's victory- - but he is a defeated foe. Things get easier when leaving TLWF because you don't open the door and invite the enemy in - not because you are no longer a threat to him as a "super son". It's delusional to think you are ruling nations with your prophetic word when you can't even run your own life. Obeying Jesus' commands first heals our personal lives and then begins to impact the lives of those around us.