Re: relative of (maybe) ex-cult member and I'm finding it hard to let go of certain emotions
Date: April 16, 2021 06:21AM
dear you are not alone! i also go through those feelings , i have a good day one day and the next im mad as hell and want revenge . i have been physically , mentally , financially and check all the above way , and YES ! it messes with your head :( the only advice i can give you is how i get through this ONE DAY AT A TIME SWEET JESUS , i do not know your situation but i can really relate i live next to a family that was very close to me and my husband ,but their church leader has turned in to a Jim Jones ! he controls them in every way and they have given that greedy old bastard more money than he deserves , they live in a tiny shed with 5 kids 5 ! the mother is so brain washed that she cant even take care of the new puppy they got the daughters , i have to feed it and it has found a new home with us , it dug a hole to get into my dogs fence cause it too is alone ! so now i have this little orphan puppy that not even this family can take care of ?
They were at our wedding We knew them 11 years ! And that Old man is so greedy and manipulative that he thinks hes Jesus the Messiah !
They dont talk to us NO more or come around to have tea with us
they are so isolated that they are in a virtual prison . all i can do i pray for them , hold them and the good memories in my heart , and let it go
they think we are Evil and they are the ones that are being Used and Abused
Mental manipulation has been around for Decades ! even in the Times of hitler and the David burg Cult was a living hell disguised as love
talk to people , share how you are feeling so others can relate ,Dont let those people win !
Get Educated , and share the heck out of this site that how we fight fire with fire with love , stealth style ,
EDUCATION ! and what Rick Ross has taught me also has been a Blessing
i was also in the HRM Cult that was teaching kaballah ! that was a freaking nightmare but thanks to Rick i found out and Ran the Hell out of that church
Grandma who was a old fashioned bible believing gal . said these words i will never forget
keep your friends close and your ENEMIES Closer !
and she was not kidding either !
Hope you can find some peace knowing your not alone
have a blessed day
:( feeling your pain but the heart does heal in time